Novels by nilapremkumar

After my dramatic walkout, I realized I was still dragging the random stranger behind me, for all I knew he could be a serial killer! I immediately let go of him. I looked up at the stranger, he looked dazed. I thought to myself, I have kissed this random stranger the least I could do was get to know him. I decided to start with a simple"What's your name"He replied saying"John"Somehow that named seemed familiar. It gave me chills. But before I could say my name was Ashe he had started shouting at me. He was saying" you psychopath lady whats wrong with you. You can't just kiss a random stranger. If I were your mother I would be very disappointed in you."This whole speech hurt me a bit. I suddenly felt very bad. I hadn't thought about his feelings at all. I apologized and explained to him how I was trying to make my ex jealous and make him want me back. He nodded silently like he understood what I was going through. Then he said"

As I reached home I ran to my bedroom and started crying. I somehow cried myself to sleep. I woke up at noon and decided to cry more but then I realized I needed to give myself a break. It wasn't even my fault. So I decided to go to the nearby cafe down the street to grab a snack. I asked for money from my mom and she said yes. These days she is very worried about my mental health and says yes to anything I ask for. Some kids must use their mothers for this but I just feel bad for her. My dad abandons her as soon as I was born and now me crying every time I come back to the house. I hugged her. She mumbled something which I didn't understand so I just left. The cafe is very nearby so I reached very soon but what I saw when I reached traumatized me. It was my boyfriend. Not alone but with Elizabeth. I couldn't believe it. He must have asked her out as soon as I left. My heart sunk. I suddenly couldn't believe what I did next. I searched around for the nearest boy and snatched the one

I still remember. Third of December. The air was chilly. You had given me your sweater. The best memory of my life. But I saw your eyes. They had no warmth in them as they should have. They were as cold as ice. I looked away. You had caught me staring. I smiled nervously and walked away. I thought suddenly if he was ok. He put on his mask again and started to catch up with me. We went to the ice cream van. As I turned around to ask him what flavor he wanted I saw him looking at someone else. It was the high school queen bee. Elizabeth Johnson. She had bullied me when I was young and still does the same. I can't believe he was staring at her. I ignored this moment and went up to him. I tugged at his sleeve. He looked down at me like I was a piece of dirt or even worse a bug. I said I'm going to go home and he just nodded and walked towards Elizabeth. I ran home crying hoping that one day he would appreciate the love I showed him, but then I realized that its never going to happen.