LOGINCan Ashe fall in love when all she receives is hate? This story is about how she faces pain every time she starts a relationship. is it possible to be hurt 1000 times? then she finally finds her true love, a boy named John but she is not certain if she is going to get heartbroken again. Join Ashe on her journey as she tries to find out if John is really her true love!
View MoreI still remember. Third of December. The air was chilly. You had given me your sweater. The best memory of my life. But I saw your eyes. They had no warmth in them as they should have. They were as cold as ice. I looked away. You had caught me staring. I smiled nervously and walked away. I thought suddenly if he was ok. He put on his mask again and started to catch up with me. We went to the ice cream van. As I turned around to ask him what flavor he wanted I saw him looking at someone else. It was the high school queen bee. Elizabeth Johnson. She had bullied me when I was young and still does the same. I can't believe he was staring at her. I ignored this moment and went up to him. I tugged at his sleeve. He looked down at me like I was a piece of dirt or even worse a bug. I said I'm going to go home and he just nodded and walked towards Elizabeth. I ran home crying hoping that one day he would appreciate the love I showed him, but then I realized that its never going to happen.
After my dramatic walkout, I realized I was still dragging the random stranger behind me, for all I knew he could be a serial killer! I immediately let go of him. I looked up at the stranger, he looked dazed. I thought to myself, I have kissed this random stranger the least I could do was get to know him. I decided to start with a simple"What's your name"He replied saying"John"Somehow that named seemed familiar. It gave me chills. But before I could say my name was Ashe he had started shouting at me. He was saying" you psychopath lady whats wrong with you. You can't just kiss a random stranger. If I were your mother I would be very disappointed in you."This whole speech hurt me a bit. I suddenly felt very bad. I hadn't thought about his feelings at all. I apologized and explained to him how I was trying to make my ex jealous and make him want me back. He nodded silently like he understood what I was going through. Then he said"
As I reached home I ran to my bedroom and started crying. I somehow cried myself to sleep. I woke up at noon and decided to cry more but then I realized I needed to give myself a break. It wasn't even my fault. So I decided to go to the nearby cafe down the street to grab a snack. I asked for money from my mom and she said yes. These days she is very worried about my mental health and says yes to anything I ask for. Some kids must use their mothers for this but I just feel bad for her. My dad abandons her as soon as I was born and now me crying every time I come back to the house. I hugged her. She mumbled something which I didn't understand so I just left. The cafe is very nearby so I reached very soon but what I saw when I reached traumatized me. It was my boyfriend. Not alone but with Elizabeth. I couldn't believe it. He must have asked her out as soon as I left. My heart sunk. I suddenly couldn't believe what I did next. I searched around for the nearest boy and snatched the one
I still remember. Third of December. The air was chilly. You had given me your sweater. The best memory of my life. But I saw your eyes. They had no warmth in them as they should have. They were as cold as ice. I looked away. You had caught me staring. I smiled nervously and walked away. I thought suddenly if he was ok. He put on his mask again and started to catch up with me. We went to the ice cream van. As I turned around to ask him what flavor he wanted I saw him looking at someone else. It was the high school queen bee. Elizabeth Johnson. She had bullied me when I was young and still does the same. I can't believe he was staring at her. I ignored this moment and went up to him. I tugged at his sleeve. He looked down at me like I was a piece of dirt or even worse a bug. I said I'm going to go home and he just nodded and walked towards Elizabeth. I ran home crying hoping that one day he would appreciate the love I showed him, but then I realized that its never going to happen.





