LOGINSince I was little, I was known for having a memory of a goldfish. I had lost my wallets, cellphones, bags, and even my passport too many times to my liking. But... I would never forget the first time I met Andrea at the airport six years ago.
At that time, I was like a bird, always flying around to different places. My excuse was always the same: I was looking for inspiration to write. Having really wealthy parents who loved me to bits helped my quest for this so-called inspiration. I also didn't understand why I always felt uneasy when I stayed somewhere for more than two months.
Maybe, I was restless because I had not found my "home". I didn't feel like I belonged, so I kept traveling and I kept searching.
After I married Andrea, the anxiety disappeared, replaced by a sense of comfort and content. Sitting on a chair in the balcony of our apartment and write something on my laptop every afternoon while waiting for Andrea to come home from work made me extremely happy and satisfied.
Sometimes, we ate outside, sometimes he cooked, other times we had a takeaway, but our life together was never boring. We always had a good conversation. I didn't recall we ever had any fights too. We went back to our country at the end of every month and we traveled to Europe or America once a year. Sometimes, he had to attend conferences abroad or went on business trips. Usually, I would be happy to tag along. You could say we were almost never apart.
Wherever we go, Andrea could always blend perfectly. In Asia he looked Asian enough, and in Europe he looked European enough. That's the perks of being of mixed raced. In a glance, he looked like a typical European with a tall body, fair skin, and pointed nose. But when people looked closely, they could see his Asian heritage on his delicate facial features, and smooth handsome face.
I'm not biased because I was his wife, but Andrea was extremely handsome. He had that dreamy look that enchanted so many women. I know so many girls in his office were heartbroken when he took me to his company year-end party for the first time - subtly announcing that he was taken.
Oh, we were so happy together, just the two of us.
Back then, when people told me to picture my life, where I would be in five or ten years later, I would reply that I would be wherever Andrea was. In all honesty, for me, Andrea was home. He was my place to go home to.
One year ago, I lost that home. Now, I went back to being a bird, wandering around, flying to different places on earth just to comfort my weary soul.
To be honest... I was kind of tired now. I really wanted to go home, but my home was gone.
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October 2019,
The cybersecurity conference was held at the Hilton in Nusa Dua, Bali. Andrea was invited to be one of the keynote speakers. I was very proud when I read his bio on the event's website. Andrea now had become a really well-known figure in his industry and was admired by many.
I decided to come to the Hilton on the last day of the conference. It had been a year after I left him and I figured it was time to meet him and get things over with. When I arrived at the hotel lobby, my heart immediately felt doubt, whether I made the right decision by meeting him today.
Andrea knew I was invited to be a speaker at the UWRF (Ubud Writers and Readers Festival) this year. It was a prestigious international writers' festival held annually in Bali. He deliberately accepted the invitation to be a speaker at a cybersecurity conference in Bali because of it.
He knew I would not have the heart to avoid him if we were on the same island. He was right. I gave in and replied to his email that we can meet at the Hilton after he finished with his talks.
"Good day, ahh, Ms. Ludwina, how are you?" The friendly guest relations officer who saw me entering the lobby greeted me with a broad smile.
I was surprised because the hotel staff seemed to know right away who I was. I didn't realize that I was so easily recognized.
"Oh, hello. I am well, thank you." I replied with a friendly smile.
"Your husband has notified us about your arrival, so the key has been prepared at reception. Do you only bring this one bag?"
Oh ...
I could only nod in silence.
Somehow, I had involuntarily followed the staff into the hotel and we entered a beautiful suite facing the sea. On the table was a cold bottle of prosecco with a red ribbon and a vase filled with beautiful flower arrangements.
"If you need anything, please call this number, Mam. Have a good rest."
I nodded and placed my bag in the cupboard. Inside the cupboard, I saw two shirts hung neatly. I felt touched and stroked both shirts lovingly. I bought him those shirts before he moved to London.
Suddenly, I was feeling unusually tired. I laid my body on the bed and soon everything went dark.
I woke up when it was already morning the next day. When I opened my eyes, a pair of beautiful brown eyes were staring at me lovingly from above.
"Good morning, Sleeping Beauty." His lips smiled. "You have no idea how badly I wanted to kiss you and wake you up from that peaceful slumber."
Three days in Italy passed like a dream. Andrea and Ludwina enjoyed their visit to Rome, Firenze, which was also known as Florence, and Sienna. Everything showcased the charm of old cities from hundreds of years ago, which made them feel as though they had entered a time machine.Finally, the sad moment arrived when they had to pack and go home.After saying goodbye to Beth and Hans as well as Angela, Andrea and Ludwina drove back to Rome's airport and returned the rental car. From Rome, they flew to Amsterdam, and from there, they took the SQ back to Singapore.***"I've never gone home from vacation feeling this sad..." Andrea told Ludwina as he sat on his seat by the aisle."We'll go again sometime," Ludwina smiled reassuringly. "if you can take another leave. We'll make plans again. You've been an amazing travel mate.""Thank you. You too!"Ludwina was relieved that they managed to travel together without encountering any problems
"This afternoon, we'll be going to the small town of Pitigliano to shop for groceries, as well as have a look. We'll be going to Rome tomorrow, Firenze the next day, and we can go to Sienna on the last day," Ludwina spread the map on the table and pointed to several locations."Okay." Andrea agreed on whatever the girl suggested. He loved the fact that Ludwina knew Italy like the back of her hand.As they got out to the car, they saw a German couple in the apartment next door sitting, playing cards on their terraces while enjoying their wine. Both of them were probably in their 70s and looked very relaxed.All the way from Rome's airport to here, Ludwina and Andrea saw numerous camper vans containing retired couples who were on vacation like they were, which amazed Andrea, since it was rare for him to see elderly people in Asia going on vacation together like that."Hello, how are you? We're guests in the apartment next door. I'm Ludwina, and this is Andr
They woke up when the sun was up, and they both shyly made up the bed before taking turns to take a shower. Today's schedule was just to visit the Louvre Museum, and Ludwina had already booked tickets online, so they didn't have to queue for long.This was the fourth time Ludwina had visited the museum. But, it was the first time for Andrea. Ludwina helped explain what was in each section, so they didn't need to use a museum guide.In the Louvre, various prehistoric objects were stored, such as tools used by ancient humans, various mummies from Egypt, jewelry from the Egyptian and Roman times, ancient armor, and hundreds of legendary unique paintings.Andrea was surprised to find out that the infamous Monalisa painting was actually small in size, and that area was always crowded with hundreds of tourists. It was quite underwhelming.Ludwina and Andrea were more interested in seeing the other paintings, which were enormous and filled the display walls. Som
The sun rose outside their open window. In summer like this, it was nice to leave the window open and enjoy the warmth outside. Ludwina woke up because of the incoming light, and she felt her body was aching. When she looked around, the girl was shocked beyond belief.As it turned out, she was no longer sleeping on the bed, but on the floor, right next to Andrea, and even her head was lying on the man's chest."Oh, God...."Ludwina cursed her own sinful body. Last night, she fell out of bed because before she could sleep, she had been restless all night.Ugh, fortunately, there was Andrea underneath her when she fell. Otherwise, her body might have immediately hit the floor and had a lump on her head."I-I'm...sorry, I usually sleep like a princess, you know... I don't have a bad sleeping habit. I don't know why last night I fell out of bed..." she muttered apologetically.Ludwina complained, trying to sit up. 'Ouch... my feet and hands are
"What do you think about Paris so far?" Ludwina asked as they arrived at the Pullman hotel lobby."Graceful," Andrea said, not hiding his admiration. "My favorite city so far.""Good to hear that."'My favorite city, too,' thought Ludwina to herself.They went to the receptionist and immediately checked in. The staff checked the booking under Andrea's name on the list, and his expression abruptly changed."I am very sorry... I mistook your booking and prepared a deluxe room with a double bed." The staff shook his head, looking guilty. "Will that be alright with you?"Ludwina and Andrea looked at each other. The check-in staff incorrectly inputted the room they booked as a room with one large bed instead of two twin beds."Don't you have other rooms with twin beds?" Ludwina asked.The staff shook his head with an apologetic face."I am sorry, the last one was booked already, and the guests already checked in. Why don't we give yo
The next day Andrea kept his promise to carry Ludwina around the Rembrandtplein. It was some sort of plaza opposite the king's palace. It was quite large and filled with many tourists.They came in the summer, and there were lots of visitors flocking Amsterdam. The weather was quite friendly too, perfect for a stroll and sightsee.Ludwina told Andrea that if they came in spring, the chill of the wind would be quite annoying, although the scenery would be breathtaking with flowers.Many other tourists noticed the two when Andrea gave Ludwina a piggyback ride, but the girl just ignored it. She remembered that during the first month she met Andrea, almost every week, the young man carried her to the hospital for 'physiotherapy'."Ah... good times, ' She thought."You don't feel embarrassed being carried like this?" asked Andrea, looking back.Ludwina just laughed, "Why? Are you embarrassed? So, next time, don't lose the bet. Listen to what Ludw