BROKEN (MONTEMAYOR SERIES1)

    I just have a simple life. Natalia De vera is my name.The only daughter of Lisa Rose De vera. My father died two years ago. We are content with our simple lifestyle. I'm now second year in college at Harvard Montemayor University, which is owned by Montemayors . I study hard coz’ I want to graduate. I just want a simple life as long as it is quiet and free. Hindi ako madaldal , tahimik akong tao , at mahinhin sabi nila.Hindi ako katangkaran , maputi ako dahil namana ko sa aking mama. Matangos ang ilong at perfect eye brows daw sabi ni Kylie at Jenner. Mga kaibigan  ko sila since high school.Maarte sila ,pero mabait. Sanay naman ako sa pagiging party goers nila.  

                           Why is it so easy for them to love others again? Is it just like a game to love them? They fuck without any feelings attached? Is it possible? My mind has drowned. Ever since yesterday, that scene of Sebe and the woman has never left my mind.                             They fuck like nothing?    I shook my head at the thought. This morning we had no class. But we came back here to watch basketball. Same as usual, HMU still wins .     Inaayos ko ang itim na medyas ko sa puting sport shoes ko. Nagpa-practice kami ngayon ng volleyball.Nakaup

                                        I woke up lazily. My body aches. I feel tired, and I do not know why I am in a bad mood. If it weren't for the fact that we have a quiz on my two major subjects, I would not have entered classes.  "Hija. Ayos ka lang ba?" Alalang tanong ni La lagring nang hindi ko ginagalaw ang pagkain sa harap ko. "Opo la. Medyo walang gana lang."   Lola lagring, she raised me since I was a child. She knows me well, compared to mama. Mom only comes home once.Nasanay na rin ako, parang hindi na big deal sa akin.   "Ikaw ba hija ay nadatnan na?" Biglang tanong niya na ikinagulat ko.

                                                                           Tagaktak ang pawis ko sa noo habang nakaupo sa bleachers. Kinuha ko ang towel ko sa bag na dala at nagpunas ng pawis.    "Nat,Maiwan ka muna namin dito Exempted ka naman sa exam e. Library lang kami," Paalam ni Kylie sa akin kasabay niya si Jen.           "Okay. Kita nalang tayo mamaya sa room?" I asked.  

                                                                       So that's it.My day became natural again. School at bahay lang.Kung dadamdamin ko kung masaya ba ako. Yes,masaya ako. Minsan may kasama siya. Minsan lalaki, minsan babae,minsan mga pinsan niya.       Pero kung babae parang naiinis ako? Parang kumikirot ang puso ko.  But I ignored it.  Like