Downfall, Defender of Dreams

What our mind thinks, is what our heart feels. What the heart feels sometimes cannot be understood by the mind. It's hard for me to control the elements I hold.

It's hard for me to control everything... My emotions, my element, everything about me and around me.

When you take risk, you need to sacrifice something. You will never be brave if you don't get hurt.

But, do you think your sacrifices are all worth it?

Or it will just make you more scared to face your fears?

5 meters away from him is still painful. Seeing him laugh and smile with her breaks the whole part of me.

It's really hard for me to beat the man of my life or it was just the same me again?

But it's not hard for him to break me and forget my whole existence.

It's weird that he can still beat my heart faster than before. It makes me fall for him even more.

I take one step closer to him. He can't even feel my presence. It feels like he doesn't remember his first love.

I take more steps closer to him. My heart beat thump so fast when he turned around and glanced me.

"C-Crowned Princess..." He could not believe that I'm in front of him.

I smiled bitterly at him even though I could feel the edge of my eyes warm.

"Yes... It's me," It hurts me to make him remember that I'm his life, before.

"What are you doing here?" He's very successful now. He's chilling in his palace. I missed him so damn much.

"I..." I don't know what to say. "I just thought that you would come after me, after everything. I though you waited. I thought we would get back together." I finally said!

How I wish we can be what we were before. But no... This is not how things are. This is not how things will be. I'm just deluding myself and wishing for something that wasn't mine and that will never be mine, even before.

"What do you mean?" So he's playing his own game right now? Binalingan ko ng tingin ang babaeng kasama niya.

"I missed you." It's almost a whisper. "I really do... My servant," I whispered the last words I mentioned.

I looked into his eyes finding the emotions I wanted to see. The love and affection, but it didn't came. I didn't see any emotions even pain.

What was that before? Is that an illusion or a nightmare itself?

That day he used to protect me, but after all had happened he turned his back on me.

"I guess that's as far as we can go. I'm really happy for you. And, I've forgiven you for breaking my heart." The last words I said before leaving them with white roses. "He also had forgiven you."

You've became my downfall and my palace was the result of it. You're just my Servant but I've fallen for you. You're just a man with a horse, but things really change when we chose our responsibilities.

That kind of love is rare. I don't regret loving you ever since before until now. Because I will love no one else but you. Though I'm no longer part of that happiness. I'm so happy that you were part of my life.

I felt something hit my chest but I didn't mind it. My vision starts to be blurry, then I was welcomed with darkness.

I was hit with fire at my chest. It continued to burn 'til it reached my heart.

I' am such a fool for falling in love with you.

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A two palace

In five islands, there is this one hidden island that can take and vanish everything.. It's wicked.

In the Pevanshire palace there's a crown princes...

A crown princess with a soft heart before...

A crown princess who break all of her barriers...

A crown princess that fell for someone and she's willing to take a risk...

But she changed...

Betrayal was there but she chose to close her eyes and mind.

She's now the crown princess who was no mercy within her, whenever she's mad.

Don't ever try to use your elements to her... You'll die.

A crown princess, who hides different elements in her...

No one, not two, but more than it.

She's a crown princess destined to be a queen of Pevanshire palace.

She will rule and stand with her head held high in front of everyone.

"Ku senti vish imoir?"