Ch. 23

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Welding beads

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A little exhausted from the shower and also a little starved, we sat on the sleeping bag on the floor of the arbor and tried the lasagna, which had meanwhile become cold. The radio was playing in the background and it was playing a slower song unknown to me, which rounded off the cozy atmosphere around us. We kept glancing at each other in love and I knew in that moment that she was exactly the right one. Not because of what was just happening, but everything just felt right and good. My stomach area tingled every time our eyes met. Her warm, warm smile, her hair that was pretty wild at the moment, which she had simply pinned up. She looked so gorgeous in the slightly too wide T-shirt, that she reached far above her pelvis and only occasionally slipped something up and gave me a clear view of the closer-fitting boxer shorts below. Once she leaned forward a little further to get to a Coke bottle and I could see the contours of her breasts through the shirt hanging down and the firm round bottom, which was now visible thanks to the tension in the shorts.

She seemed to notice it, smiled mischievously at me and wiggled her bottom a little. I took one of my hands and got hold of one of her buttocks and squeezed twice a little harder but still not painfully, which made her moan quietly followed by a visibly excited "Mhmm" and she moved it in my hand a little circling. I could have continued or even deepened, but my hunger for food was a bit stronger than the desire that had already expressed itself a little. She seemed to feel the same way and so she sat down across from me with her legs crossed.

"I'd like to ask you something, but if you don't want to answer me, that's ok." she said a little unsure. "You can ask me anything, if I want to answer I'll decide" I smiled at her. Somehow she still seemed to wrestle with herself, because it took a while until she hesitantly began.

"Well, I already know that you've never slept with a woman, did that only apply to sexual intercourse or to sex in general?" She seemed a little surprised and embarrassed by the rather direct question she asked.

But I quickly replied, "I like it when people are direct, so don't worry. And to answer your question, I had more or less sexual experiences. But those were experiments that went wrong and drunken games and not with that too compare what we already had with each other today. As you also know, I got a lot from the book mentioned earlier "and started to grin.

"And that wasn't so bad so far." she replied to me. "On the contrary, at least you make sure that I have fun too." Somewhat irritated, I remarked, "Why should it be any different, after all, something like that always includes two and if only one person always has something of it, so with regard to I achieve my goal but you don't, then that would be more than selfish. And me think something like that has no place in a relationship. "

Visibly enthusiastic, she put her now empty plate on the floor next to her and immediately fell around my neck to give me a tender kiss. I also took her in my arms and returned this passionately. Then she broke away from me and lay face down on the sleeping bag across from me, crossed her arms under her head, which she put there, facing me, sideways. Since I was already full, I also put my plate a little away and made myself comfortable lying next to her.

"I'm glad," I began, "that today I haven't let this opportunity to kiss you pass, which has probably been there before." She began to smile and replied, "Yes, me too. Although I could have started too. But somehow your uncertainty irritated me a bit and so I didn't know whether you really wanted it or not."

I gave a short laugh, "I think if we hadn't done it, the others would have tied us together until we'd made it." She also laughed "Oh yes, Claudia and Andrea were so annoyed with me that I even had the feeling that I had to apologize to them." "Yes, I feel the same way with David and Lars, the nerves of both of them about us,

We lay there for quite a while while we talked, until both tiredness overcame us and we decided to sleep a little more. I moved closer to her to be able to hold her in my arms and put my head on my arm, which I stretched out under it. She also turned on her side, but away from me, and now crawled very close to me so that our pelvis touched. I wrapped my arm around her waist and pulled her a little more to me. After I gave her another kiss on her head, I closed my eyes and shortly afterwards I found myself in the land of dreams.