LOGINSizwe a typical black zulu boy who was brought up in a strong Christian family, taught by the society that there is only black or white in color and nothing in between. He did what was expected from him, to be obedient, follow norm by passing at school having a girlfriend, be naughty like other boys, get a job, marry and have children. Somehow he always knew he had to strive to not raise eyebrows with Mvuyisi, his childhood friend and best friend in more ways. Growing up in their village, these two boys were more connected to one another, attending each other's family gatherings, sleeping over at each other's homes, they were brothers. Without disappointing they both got girlfriends and Sizwe even managed to impregnate his so the two families expected they would marry to correct the shame in the eyes of the church. Worried that Sizwe was getting closer and closer to settling down with Nosipho the pregnant girl, Mvuyisi sat his best friend down by the river bank to have the most unusual talk with him. Mvuyisi: Man need to talk Sizwe: Sure, but why such a serious face? Mvuyisi: You know I love you right? ***Now he was shaking*** Sizwe: Yes broer, I love you too my brother Mvuyisi: Please don't hate me, but I don't want you to be with Nosipho.. ***Interrupted by Sizwe*** Sizwe: What? Why? Is she cheating on me? Mvuyisi: No she is not. Truth is I don't want you to be with anyone, (silence), expect me. Sizwe: Hahaha you joking right! Be with you how? Mvuyisi: I have feelings for you man, real feelings and I love you like I have never loved anyone else.
View More"GRAB A BULL BY IT'S BALLS""ROB THE DEVIL HIS FREEDOM"“My love, I'm sorry I made this decision without informing u, but I knew that you'd understand. I forced Prince to come and stay with us until he is at a better state of mind. He'll be seeing a psychologist to help him cope with his ... losses – the same doctor I've been frequenting. She's good and knows and is the best in her field,” Mvee explained to Zweh as he and Prince walked in. Prince was shocked when he heard Mvee mentioning the psychologist, but Mvee was not about to entertain his reaction. Zweh was just standing there and smiling. Mvee continued telling Zweh about what he encountered at the Zwanes and what Prince was going through. Zweh was very sympathetic and assured Prince of their support through his ordeal.Zweh: I totally understand, my love. You made the best decision ever. It will be so fun to have u both here and the idea of him seeing a psyc
FACING DEFEAT, THE REALITY AND TRUTH[It's two hours just before 15:30. Mvee and Zweh are busy preparing for the meeting that they have with Andrew. As much as Zweh was upset by the way that MaCele handled everything yesterday, he was concerned about the state she was in when they left. Mvee doesn't seem to care much about that, even whether she's coming to the meeting or not, he just couldn't care.]Zweh: You never talked about your mother since we got back. Aren't you worried about her well-being?Mvee: Honestly speaking, no, I'm not. She reminded me the way she used to treat my father years back.Zweh: She really scared me yesterday – I never saw that side of her.Mvee: Believe me, she is very violent and vulgar.Zweh: I always thought you two had a great relationship.Mvee: We tolerate each other, that's what we do. She makes me pay for my father's sins and she plays all innocent while she's not.Zw
BREAKING OUT OF LIMITSSometimes I feel that the struggle is endless and a lot of gay people I have met in my life are very strong and focused in life. I have always wondered why mostly gay people are very successful, educated, rich and well-informed about a lot of issues. I think I have just found an answer for myself that some may not agree with, but I think we, as gay people, have a lot to face before we can succeed. The first struggle that we face almost everyday before making peace with it, is to accept the fact that we're gay. For some this may not be much of a struggle if you grew up feminine and everybody could see that u are gay, then u as well were comfortable so. However, if u grew up as a "normal" boy and as u grow up u have these weird feelings towards other boys then it's a different story. U first don't understand what's going on with u because u were taught that it's not
"BREAKING OUT OF THE CLOSET"“What just happened? What did he just say? Did I hear what I just heard? Did this boy just say he's gay?” Those were just the many few questions Hlophe was asking out of confusion and MaHlophe was just as confused and shocked. They both remained standing at the center of the house not knowing what to do or say. They looked like someone just died. Zweh got into his car and drove off without telling anyone where he was going. Mvee heard the car driving off and he checked at the window and saw that it was Zweh; he didn't worry thinking that he's probably going to the garage or something. An hour went by with no return of Zweh. Mvee was starting to get worried then decided to call him but no answer. Zweh drove straight to Mike's, got there and banged the door with his knock. Mike came rushing to the door while trying to put something on as he was completely naked, Prince running behind him also