NERVOUS

Doni and dinda left their gardens, following the trail to the motor they had parked at the end of the road.

Doni starts the bike and drives through the chill of the evening breeze. He wrapped his arm around Doni's waist and leaned his head affectionately on his back.

Dinda's habbit, often leaves many who look envous. But dinda didn't care. It's okay for a wife to be nice to her husband.

For years, the great beyond kept the secret of his son's supreme biological father.

Yet god spoke otherwise. The glorious presence with the girl made dinda think hard. It's either being honest or keeping a low profile. 

If Dinda was honest, Dinda was worried about the loss of agung but if he chose to hide the truth about the great biological father, how Dinda forbade Agung to have contact with the girl. Agung must be questioning the reason they forbid Agung to date with Kartika.

Dinda is in an extreme amount of guilt.

Dinda was trying to find the best way out of this and it made dinda sick.

Any lie will be exposed.

All the way home, Dinda forced himself to solve the problem. 

Find the best way out. Dinda didn't want Agung to be disappointed.

Disappointed can make Agung leave Dinda, make Agung leave of the house or the worst thing is gonna be Agung hating her. 

Dinda's afraid of losing Agung.

Had dinda been honest earlier, he might not have been as miserable as he is right now. 

The carrots are cooked. It's already there.

Arriving home. Dinda didn't meet anybody. It's a holiday, the kids should be home but why haven't they come till this evening? And no news.

"Waiting for who?" "waiting for the kids. Why aren't they home yet?"

The kids are adults, they have different things to do. We as parents should just pray for their safety.

Now we just rest. When they come home they knock on the door. Doni invited Dinda into the house and locked the door from the inside.

The house was always full of the laughter of the children but when they grew up and occupied it suddenly became quiet. Dinda and doni often miss being together. Like the old days, when they were fighting over kids fighting. Yesterday was so beautiful.

Doni and Dinda left their gardens, following the trail to the motor they had parked at the end of the road.

Doni starts the bike and drives through the chill of the evening breeze. He wrapped his arm around Doni's waist and leaned his head affectionately on his back.

Dinda's habbit, often leaves many who look envous. But dinda didn't care. It's okay for a wife to be nice to her husband.

For years, the great beyond kept the secret of his son's supreme biological father.

Yet god spoke otherwise. The glorious presence with the girl made dinda think hard. It's either being honest or keeping a low profile. 

If Dinda was honest, Dinda was worried about the loss of agung but if he chose to hide the truth about the great biological father, how Dinda forbade Agung to have contact with the girl. Agung must be questioning the reason they forbid agung to date the Kartika.

Dinda is in an extreme amount of guilt.

Dinda was trying to find the best way out of this and it made Dinda sick.

Any lie will be exposed.

All the way home, dinda forced himself to solve the problem. 

Find the best way out. Dinda didn't want Agung to be disappointed.

Disappointed can make Agung leave Dinda, make Agung leave of the house or the worst thing is gonna be Agung hating her. 

Dinda's afraid of losing Agung.

Had dinda been honest earlier, he might not have been as miserable as he is right now. 

The carrots are cooked. It's already there.

Arriving home. Dinda didn't meet anybody. It's a holiday, the kids should be home but why haven't they come till this evening? And no news.

"Waiting for who?"

"waiting for the kids. Why aren't they home yet?"

"The kids are adults, they have different things to do. We as parents should just pray for their safety."

"Now we just rest." Doni Said.

When they come home they knock on the door. Doni invited dinda into the house and locked the door from the inside.

The house was always full of the laughter of the children but when they grew up and occupied it suddenly became quiet. Dinda and Doni often miss being together. Like the old days, when they were fighting over kids fighting. Yesterday was so beautiful.

Life goes on. The old one dies. The young get married. Married people have kids. Then have lots of grandchildren. That's life. Everyone has their ways. Every man has his own destiny. We should just follow him without ever being able to fight back.

The night is getting late. Dinda's making dinner at the dinner table. Doni came uninvited. They're getting ready for dinner. There's fried chicken and soup and chili cheese. Then there was a voice outside. Don't look at Dinda.

"Like a Agung voice." Dinda nodded. Her face looks so happy. Doni opened the door, see agung coming so happy. Dinda came over to them the great "mama" embraced dinda affectionately. Dinda kissed Agung forehead with a million prayers.

"Let's eat." Take dinda to Agung.

"I already ate but to see my mama's look happy. I'm ready to eat again."

Agung eats with his parents and than he talks.

"Mama, what do you think of Kartika?" Dinda choked on a boulder in her throat. Agung mentioning his kartika makes dinda panic.

Doni discovered his wife's panic.

"I think Kartika is a good girl ."

That's all Doni ever said. Agung smiled at the words uttered by his father.