LOGIN"Can you at least hear me out?" James pleaded in a calmer tone. He used a hand to rub his neck and paced a few times before taking Joyce's hand and took her to his living room.
She couldn't say anything. All she found herself doing was looking at him go about before settling on the large table at the center of the room before her.
"Joyce, I really don't know how to explain this to you for you to be really convinced,"he started and met her eyes, but she didn't utter a word so he continued," Vivian and I are just friends. Nothing more. I don't know what she has planted into your head but they are all lies,"he said, and when she opened her mouth, probably to protest, he made her swallow her unspoken words by holding her hands.
He must confess,he loved the feeling. "Joyce, I love you," he revealed and watched as her gaze shifted from their hands to his face and he nodded in confirmation that he meant what he said. "I really do love you."
She could feel the sincerity in his tone and could see the genuineness in his eyes,but she found herself speechless. She couldn't say a word. The words that had somehow formed in her head before had disappeared. She only looked intently at him with parted lips.
James could see she was assimilating his words. She was probably processing and settling them somewhere in her heart. But as he looked at her parted lips, he could think of no other thing than the supple feeling of those twins brought him. He wanted to taste those again and never let go till dawn. But he wouldn't dare. He knew Joyce. She was probably still angry at him one way or the other. He didn't want to be pushed away for the second time but even if she did, shouldn't he just go for it the third time, and maybe the fourth too?
"I love you too," it came out as a whisper from Joyce but he could have heard, given the gap between them. James suddenly looked expressionless though, before transforming into a bit of sadness and curiosity.
He thought he heard her say something but he was too lost in the thought of the wonders he could do with her lips to actually grasp what she said. He became sad and curious. Maybe she didn't say anything after all. She was probably going to reject him. He let go of her hands and rose to his feet.
Joyce followed him with her gaze and watched as he sighed and opened his mouth to talk.
James uttered, "It's okay if you don't love me."
Joyce's mouth dropped open. What was wrong with him? She was about to ask him if he had a hearing problem when he continued.
"I will give you time to —," he was saying.
Angrily, Joyce made a hard expression. "You didn't remember to tell me that you have a hearing problem, James," she voiced out angrily.
He looked confused. "What! What are you talking about?"
Joyce rose up, faced him and crossed her hands over at her chest, but didn't say a word.
James tilted his head to a side as he tried to remember anything she could have said. "Oh! You said something but I didn't hear it. Can you please tell me again?"
"Never mind. I'll just go get my phone and get out of here," she informed, already pissed. She made a move to leave by turning around and going to his room to take her phone, but he got in front of her and hindered her from doing so. "How could you not hear me telling you that I love you too? Do you have any idea how much courage I had to muster up to say that? What am I even saying? Why am I explaining this to you? I owe you no explanation. Now, get out of my sight," she rushed.
James smiled. He could not figure out why he loved her that much. Perhaps, it was the way she talked as if she owned the world. He couldn't help not staring at her lips as they were moving so fast as if there was something hot in her mouth.
How he loved those twins!
"This is my house, Joyce," he replied with a smile. He was jumping for joy within him now that he knew she loved him as well. How could he missed that? He badly wanted to watch how those lips will carve out those words to him.
"Oh, yeah! This is your house,"she couldn't believe she forget that for a moment." Then, I will get out of your sight,"she voiced and matched upstairs to his room to get her phone.
He didn't try to stop her again when she descended and made for the door. He watched her go and decided to go talk to her sometimes later when her anger would have been cooled. He knew her too well than to follow her and mess things up that it already was.
He went back to the couch and had his seat. He rested his head on his palms and sighed. He admitted for the first time that he sucked at courting ladies. Should he have let her leave like that? But, what was he supposed to do?
"Oh, I really suck at these things," he groaned to himself.
"How could you be so dumb to let yourself get injured? It doesn't seem to me like you love yourself at all. See how the innocent fingers are bleeding all because of your carelessness,"Joyce nagged as she treated her boss's wound, but refused to spare him a glance. She should just help with the injury, reveal the truth to his parents and leave his life for good.She had some savings from the salary she had earned. Maybe she would just set up her own hair salon. She had learnt the work even before she got admission into the university and she was quite good at it. In fact, very good.But, she had to admit that it would be so hard to forget her boss. She had thought it would be easy not until she saw him now. All the feelings she thought she had buried in her heart resurrected at his sight and even became stronger. She was still head over heels in love with her boss. And that's why she couldn't look him in the eyes now,afraid of what she woul
Joyce got home and started pondering about everything. She should just try to forget everything about her boss and move on. After all, she had submitted her resignation letter. She didn't need to go to work anymore but what would she do now? There is only one option and that is to go out and look for job. Philip, who could have been her other option, was now out of the game,all thanks to her amazing boss.Something popped up in her mind and she was immediately filled with remorse. James's parents. She lied to them. She deceived them, made them believe she was together with their son. She touched the necklace that was given to her by his mother. She had to return that and reveal the truth. She could not bear keeping it from them, especially Mrs. Andrew. She was too nice, although somehow cunning.She made a mental note to visit the Andrews the following day.She exited her room and went to the living room and saw h
"Can you at least hear me out?" James pleaded in a calmer tone. He used a hand to rub his neck and paced a few times before taking Joyce's hand and took her to his living room.She couldn't say anything. All she found herself doing was looking at him go about before settling on the large table at the center of the room before her."Joyce, I really don't know how to explain this to you for you to be really convinced,"he started and met her eyes, but she didn't utter a word so he continued," Vivian and I are just friends. Nothing more. I don't know what she has planted into your head but they are all lies,"he said, and when she opened her mouth, probably to protest, he made her swallow her unspoken words by holding her hands.He must confess,he loved the feeling. "Joyce, I love you," he revealed and watched as her gaze shifted from their hands to his face and he nodded in confirmation that he meant what he said. "I really do
James lifted her chin with his right index finger and made her to look at him while he stared at the luscious twins beneath her nose that were trembling, possibly out of fear.He smiled. "I'll recognize those lips anywhere,"he mentioned and her jaw dropped." But, I'll have to confirm, "his voice came out as a whisper now.Joyce's mouth opened and close more than usual. It seemed she suddenly forget how to talk. She couldn't make words out of her mouth. What was he trying to do? What did he mean by confirming? She was curious.James leaned his head downward slowly with his finger still under her chin. He raised his eyelids to see that she almost had her eyes closed and also leaning toward him, although with hesitation, as if she was unsure about it.Gently, but seductively, his lips touched hers but moved away too quickly. He started acting sluggishly when she suddenly seemed impatient to be connected with
Joyce opened the metal door widely and rushed in. She looked at her boss on his king sized bed and thought he was unconscious. With fear, she climbed the bed and started calling his name. She was beginning to sweat in her palms but as she lifted one of his hands in hers, he made a turn around and rested his bonce on her thighs.She hissed aloud. "Gosh, I thought he's dead. I've forgotten he sleeps like one," she complained to her relief and then pushed him gently to awake him. "James?"No response."Hey, James," she shouted but he could only snuggled closer and circled a hand around her waist. Her mouth formed an 'o' as she exclaimed, "You've got some guts, haven't you?" She uttered as her eyes drifted to where her phone was on the far edge of the bed. She would have to stretch all her body to reach it.James turned with his chest facing up. He was still fast asleep or so she thought.
When he closed at the office, he went home to have a nap. He was very tired but all he planned was a few minutes nap before he would eat and return Joyce's phone. He got to his large living room which has a few painting of his pictures on the walls. The colors of the curtains and chairs are the same which was chocolate brown against the cream colored walls. He dropped his briefcase carelessly on the sofa, took off his suit, tie and shoes and let them assemble on the tiled floor as he walked to his room, almost with closed eyes. He fell softly on his bouncy bed and his planned nap turned into hours of sleep with Joyce's phone in his hand as he sprawled on the bed. Joyce got to his living room burning with anger from what Vivian had told her. She didn't know where she got her address from but she had been there to confirm all her fears and doubts. She wasn't surprised at all. She c