NIGHT TO FALL APART

A little blurb about the book before starting,

Ji ah was in love with Chang since the day she opened her eyes in the hospital after 3 months of coma...

That day she first saw Chang who made her life Heavenly blessed with his love and care... He was also in love with her since the first time he met her before her accident...He became everything for her and for him she became his oxygen....

When she was hopelessly floating in Chang's love Zhao Zhan enters in her life...He fell for her first day he met her but situations turned out to be worse and made him her enemy...and his every action made her life more and more difficult....

The blur images from her long lost memory started to appear with his presence. He became more than best friend in her life after some situations but why did those blur memories haunt her whenever she was with Zhao Zhan only....??

When she was about confess her feelings to Chang the truth of past life came in front....There was someone who was more than special for in her past life...Her first love...Seojoon

What happened when she came to know about truth of her existence?? Will she able to be with Chang after knowing everything? Or she will accept Zhao Zhan in her life?? If it will be about saving her love's life whose life she will save??

What will happen next...??? Would you wish to read the journey of Ji ah the fighter...?? If yes then hop on...

NIGHT TO FALL APART

Love without heartache is impossible.

Long time passed since Ji ah stayed by the lake side trying to look at the far end of the lake...

"I love you... I have always loved you... and I will always love you and will not only love you in this life but even in my next all life..... and if there will be a life without you, I wish not to have that life...."

Those were the words every girl wants to hear from her love and Ji ah was not different from them. She was also a girl who had same dreams like every other girl. To be fall in love,to be loved by the same person. That love came exactly the way she wanted but with lots of hardship...

When he said those three magical words, they were laced with sincerity. She was the happiest person in this whole world at that time but the most fearful person too at the same time.

No matter what she could not able to remove the fear of losing him from her mind which was holding her from saying those words. She didn't accepted him neither she denied him that time....

He was one and only one in this whole world for her. He was big star, so many people wanted him to be with them but she...she was nothing...She was no one in front of him...She didn't even know what her real name was....

"JI AH" even the name was his gift to her....

Ji ah's thoughts were wandering through all the memory lane she had since her accident. Four and half years back.

In one night her whole world changed. Her previous life was totally vanished from her heart and mind. The only memory of previous life was of the accident that happened to change her faith.

Which she never shared with anyone not even with him...The one who was everything for her...

It was a pinch black night of no moon. She was running like anything on the road in midnight. She was running so fast and was not ready to stop even when she felt she could not breathe anymore.

Her heart was about to give up but she enquired it not to give up now.... but why? She don't even remember anything before that at all...Only this memory of accident.

She kept looking back while running and one turn out of nowhere flash of light came.... Her hand automatically came in front of her eyes. Her speed of running condensed but before she could manage to stop herself completely a car hit her so hard that she was almost thrown 5feet in the air and then landed directly on her head.

When she saw herself flying, she thought it is going to be her last night. When she hit her head on the road ,all her senses went numb. She saw herself lying in the pool of her own blood. The blood was coming in front of her eyes continuously. Her body became immobile in seconds.

Memories of someone came in front of her eyes but with blurr vision.In those memories he was standing there with an open arms. He was looking at her. He was calling her name she could not hear him as her all senses were not working....

The pain she felt while running, when car hit her was long gone....Only pain she felt was coming from her heart....It was paining so hard that it was getting impossible to bear it second by second. For that person in her memory, she wanted to get up and go to him but she could not even move her hand and when she saw his retreating back her heart sank deep in pain. 

She wanted to call him, wanted to put her head on his shoulder, wanted to take him in her embrace but could not move at all. Only thing which moved was a broken string of tears from her eyes.

And then he disappeared from her sight....His presence which was making her little warm vanished like thin air and cold breeze hit her body. She shivered from head to toe from it but couldn't do anything...

After a while when her last hope to look his face died down someone's figure came in front of her sleepy eyes. He hold her in his lap and when she looked at him she saw fear in his eyes.

He was calling her. He was trying to keep her wake up by shaking her shoulders.He was trying to cover the bleeding spot from where blood was oozing out but to no avail.

No matter what he did to cover the blood was flowing. He was calling for help and when he saw her eyes which were not able to open anymore his tears started to roll down from his eyes to cheeks and then on Ji ah's face. Those tears which he stopped inside his heart.

He was trying to tell her something but she was not able to register a single word of his and then she actually heard a magical voice calling her... She looked towards the source of voice.

She saw him again but again that blurry vision continued. He called her again with open arms and she felt she was flying like a light feather towards him...Going somewhere with him.

She held his hand from behind his back and started walking with him where he was taking her and then a very bright light came in front of her eyes. She then turn to look at the person who was still holding her in his lap and crying like anything.

Then everything become so bright that her eyes were not able to cope up with and they closed on there own.She found herself standing alone there.

Hand which holding that man held up in thin air. She tried to open her eyes but it was so bright that her eyes shut again. But then she heard him again. This time loud and clear...

"Hey there! Stop following me now... I am really tired of running away from you. Do you know how difficult it is for me to not to love you? I want to be with you but I think it's not possible now, so get the hell me out from your heart and mind. 

I want you to live your life peacefully. I want you to be with someone who will love you more than me. Who will be able to handle you for your whole life. Who will be more understanding and strong than me. Who will have more life than me to be with you for your whole life.

I want to cherish all the happiness and love in your life like you did before this. I want you to fight for it if required. I want you to forget everything about the me and those insignificant memories. I want you to make new life,new memories where there will be no place for me. I want you to live your life well...I promise you I will look after you from above... I don't want to become hindrance of your life. I want to become your heavenly blessing..... I love you..."

And when he finished speaking a pair of hands held her into his embrace and then her eyes closed to take her into deep slumber.... For really long time.....