LOGINThe next day Tamara stay in her room thinking of what to do, the intensity of the pain and her continues intensifying as her thirst slowly weakens her body…… that even if how much stronger her determination is to get up and continue her daily routine is next to impossible. She knows from now that Levi is telling the truth, it is frustrating since with her thirst she keeps on thinking of Levi. She thought of his masculine scent, his dangerous eyes, his pale cold skin and his bloody red lips. “I
Tamara feel really withdrawn lately even how much she sucks her own blood making her weaker and paler every day. Her friends already noticed and kept asking but she just waves it all away. But day after day she can see these red lines on every person she passes through. She can see their veins where blood flows; she can see their pumping hearts like a computer scanner that can see through everything inside a human body. She can smell blood really well and it calls her. Its temptation is making it too unbearable. She barely manages to control herself especially on their science lab that they needed to extract blood for research. Visible black circles are seen on her eyes, her skin is paler than any sick person can be, and in short…… she looks a lot like a sick old woman. She managed like that for 2 weeks now but the intensity o
Tamara closes her eyes as she tries hard to relax her body. She’s really in pain but she doesn’t know why and how to stop it. She can’t return to that mansion or even see that Livi again. She hates him for doing this to her. She nearly hurt her friends then her mamo if she hadn’t controlled herself a while ago. For turning her into this monster, she really despises Livi. She only wishes he never brought her back from the dead. Yes, she is alive but not totally alive. The worst part is that she hated seeing blood before but now…… she needed to drink blood to stop the pain she is feeling. She sighs then bites her other wrist, the pain again subside but she feel her body weakening. She looks at her reflection and sees her complexion becoming so pale and she look
Minutes passed but Tamara is still sucking her own blood and as the time passes, she feels her body weakens and that her thirsts still not subsided. Unable to stop and continue she looks at her feet then stop. The color now is drained from her skin that is visible since she is in her waitress uniform. She slowly drops her hand on her lap and she look into the wound she created, blood still coming out of the wound.“There’s no doubt now. I have turn into a monster.” She said as she looks into her bloody wrist as tears drop from her eyes.
Her life returns to normal after days of being locked inside the mansion. It’s a mystery as to why Livi hasn’t come looking for her, surely he must have found out she has escaped. That was a relief for her but she actually fears the time where he will suddenly appear to take her again. For 2 days she reported to her part time jobs telling everyone who was worried and misses her for her disappearance the reason to why she suddenly disappeared. All she said as a reason is that she finally went back to her province and make peace with her family. Hence for the sudden change, she said that her aunt and uncles from abroad are delighted that she is finally back so they treated her makeover to compensate for the previous misunderstandings. Luckily for her they believed it and seem to be glad for the news. That past of hers have haunted
Tamara opens her eyes to see she is back to the room she occupies. She suddenly remembers what happened so she grabs her neck and look into her hand. As if a scene in a horror movie she thought she saw her hand full of blood. She froze while her eyes widen. Suddenly she cried really painfully while hugging her knees. She knows it by now, she WILL loss her sanity if she will stay here a little more. SHE NEEDS TO LEAVE THE SOONER THE BETTER. “B-But what was that? The feelings I feel while he…… NO! I need to focus on leaving this place.” She said debating with