Mag-log inI've always been different from everyone else, that had never bothered me - until now. When I was younger, I had a relatively normal life. I didn't have any friends, but that didn't bother me. I've always been an outsider. Probably for this reason I got used to being looked at crookedly, no matter where I went. Maybe it was my appearance, maybe it was my charisma. I did not know it. My black hair, pale skin and piercing blue eyes had always been a deterrent to my peers. Sometimes they threw words like zombie or corpse girl at me because of that, but I didn't care, I had learned over the years to ignore such remarks. I turned sixteen and was one of the few who had attended boarding school for so long - or rather, had to attend. My parents hadn't called in for more than three years. I was happy about it. You should just stay away from me - who knew how else I would have reacted. It was my eighteenth birthday and therefore time to stand on my own two feet and forget my unpleasant past. Something weird happens after I turn eighteen. the only question is whether for better or for worse ...
view moreSlowly my gaze wandered over the pale yellow facade of the little house behind the passenger door window.“Are you sure you want this?We can also go home again… ”Matt wanted to know again.I knew he only meant well.Just like I knew I had to go through there now - no matter what.
When the sun rose the next morning, I was still sitting exactly as John had left me the night before.Only at the edge of my field of vision did I notice that the shadows of the trees were slowly stretching out - like the fingers of a huge hand - on the eastern wall of the tent.Taking a deep breath, I straightened up.My eyes were swollen and stung, and my lungs ached from sobs with every breath.I was able to hide this pain without any major problems.
My skin was covered with goose bumps.It almost felt as if there was suddenly an icy wind that made me freeze.Matt had changed - again.When I last saw him, his body was the same as the one I had known.Now his skin, especially on the shoulders, wrists and cheekbones, had taken on a strange, grayish sheen.His torso was bare so I could see his muscular chest, but his legs were tucked into simple black pants that came up to over ankles.His feet, like mine, were bare.
A low whimper woke me - slowly at first and then with all my might.I opened my eyes jerkily, almost like a robot.Regardless of whether I was feeling bad or not, it was immediately clear to me what was going on with me - the demon had taken control again.





