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September 9, 2017I woke with a jolt,the sun blinding me as I reached for my phone checking the time. I payed back down sighing, trying to calm myself from the almost heart attack I gave myself. I still had thirty minutes until I had to get ready to leave.I stared up the the ceiling, lost in my thoughts. Lost in my thoughts of my dad, Brandon, and Spencer. Thoughts of the accident and what my life would be like if Spencer was still here, if I didn't call him that night.I got out of my bed and put on an old pair of sweatpants and a sweatshirt, just throwing my long albrurn hair in a messy bun.I grabbed my phone and bag and knocked on Keivin's door before entering. Noticing he wa
September 8, 2017It was finally Friday. I had finished a four day school week without him. It was hell, but a lot of people were still really focused on that rumor about one of those guys at that table.I knew once they were old news, I would once again become the prey of the school. Who knows I am probably falling into one of their schemes right now as I walked to the library downtown to meet up with Brooke.Deciding I have enough time to stop at Alternative Reality, a book store in town, before Brooke was done with her cheer-leading practice before tonight's game or something else. I wasn't really paying attention when she told me she would be there an hour after school got out.
September 7, 2017"Autumn! Autumn, where are you?" Brandon called out."Over here!" I shouted, but he didn't hear me.We were standing meters apart, in a feild. Brandon's slowly turning around in circles, calling out my name."I'm right here!" I keep shouting at him. I try to walk towards him, but every time I try to take a step the distance between us gets bigger, and bigger until we are miles apart."Autumn!" He keeps yelling out for me."Autumn," I felt someone shaking me.
September 5, 2017"We need you guys to come down to the station so we can file the report and get your statements," an officer stated to us."What? Why?" Mom hurriedly asked."So that way we can get your statements, evidence, and decide what's going to happen. Follow me."Mom drove us to the police station, following the officer. Once we were inside they took us back to be questioned in separate rooms. I was picking at my cuticles as I waited for an officer to come and question me."Hello, I'm officer Robin , this is detective Ross, and we are going to ask you a few questions if that's alright with you?" Robin introduced her and the detective. I nodded my head, looking at the one way mirror on the wall to my right."You don't have to answer questions you are uncomfortable with, and if
September 1, 2017"I can't believe we only have three days till senior year starts," Carry pouted as she measured out two cups of powdered sugar.I can't either. Especially since all my plans were cancelled. I no longer had a person that I could go out with a bang and make memories that I would smile and laugh at in the future."I know.""I just, it's not really registering that this will be my last year in school before college. Like, where did the time go?"Lets see, we didn't go to any dances except the one in Junior year, but that was because Brandon had a 'cool plan' to pull. We didn't go to any parties, mostly because Brandon or myself wasn't invited. We would just stay home at someone's house doi
August 29, 2017I woke up to someone poking me in the cheek. I slowly opened my eyes, the sun blinding me. When my vision focused, I leaped and tackled him into a hug.He chuckled. "Miss me?""Of course. Who else am I supposed to embarrass."He gave me a pointed look."I'm only joking little brother," I teasingly said."Yeah, whatever." We sat in silence for a moment. "I'm sorry I wasn't able to be here," the hurt in his voice made me break."What do you mean?"