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CHAPTER FORTY-ONE: I love y*u

Author: Swallows in March
last update publish date: 2020-01-10 00:30:45

November 8,2018

Gu Nianshan will never forget this unforgettable day.

As early as a week ago, Xiang Wen's condition deteriorated rapidly, and within a few days, she was completely unconscious.

You can't eat, you can't drink, your blood vessels are so fragile, you can't even put the nutrient solution in.

Gu Nianshan accompanied all day and night, from the connection to warm home, are his sole responsibility to take care of, the degree of hardship can be imagined.

The hot towel was given to Nuan to wipe her face and hands, she always likes to be clean.

The big hand gently stroked the warm cheek, she closed her eyes, is so quiet.

Gu Nianshan how afraid, afraid of his blink of an eye, to warm it.

A side of the attending doctor opened to warm eyelids, way.

"Gu, I've tried my best. Don't put me on the spot. This situation... "

Gu Nianshan eyes a red, beckoned the doctor out.

"Xiang Nuan, this is our two people's world, I know you don't like others in. Can you feel it? I am at your side. "

Gu Nianshan in the warm ear murmuring, the heart was repeatedly stabbed pain, but no good medicine.

"Xiang Nuan, I can't help it, I really can't help it. I just know how important you are to me now.

I regret, regret before not as recently so doting on you, loving you.

You've been through so much for me, and I can't help you if you're sick..."

Tears drop on the sheets, Gu Nianshan painful thump his head, he hated AH, HATE HIMSELF USELESS!

Can only helplessly watch to warm to ache, really have no way to call the doctor to give her a sedative.

Xiang Nuan used to be very afraid of pain. It's hard to imagine how she spent her time suffering from terminal cancer.

The hair was gently touched, so soft, so touching.

Gu Nianshan looked up and saw to warm out a smile.

"Nianshan, you are so fond of crying now. I really want to take a picture of you and sell it to the newspaper. I'm sure I can get a lot of money for it... "

A few days did not say a word, this is still to warm the first words that speak.

Gu Niangshan want to smile, but in the end only a wry smile, how ugly to look how ugly.

He picked up his big hand and held it to his chest.

"Don't be sad, it's just a torture and a torment for me now. I'll die and go to another world, maybe even better. "

These days of deep sleep, to warm is conscious.

She also knew that God gave her this opportunity to speak, is the recovery of light, her time is really not much.

Looking at Gu Nianshan that haggard appearance, to the warm heart was wrenching, heart gushing out a lot of regret and regret.

Originally she is so love to take care of Nianshan, she thought she would carry the hatred to him, until death.

But now she, in addition to love him, love him, all those hatred has been forgotten.

"Nianshan, you have to be strong, there is no one in the world is not dead, including me, just sooner or later.

You're too smart for that.

You have to live well. I really don't trust Hao Hao. It's bad enough without his mother's company. You mustn't..."

To warm sobs, the body of pain seems to be beyond everything, the body seems to become light.

Gu Niangshan squeezed her hand, ear to her lips, want to hear her every word, want her not to use too much strength.

"When I die, you can marry again, but... can you, somewhere in your heart, secretly keep my place? "

Tears along the warm Pale face down, Gu Nianshan pain thoroughly from the bottom of my heart!

With tears streaming down his face, he nodded his head desperately. How could he marry again?

All his life, he has used all his strength to love her!

The maple leaf outside the window a fire red, to warm as if from the sun, see Gu Nianshan smile, vaguely is his juvenile appearance.

"I love you more than I love myself... " light as a feather, like the voice, took away her last trace of strength.

Indoors, Gu Niangshan holds already gradually cool body, cry of can not help oneself.
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