Chapter Eighteen: A suicide note

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• I Won't Say Love You for the Rest of My Life   Chapter forty-three: Qin Xiang Dong Fan Wai Er

  I couldn't get out of it, and I didn't feel good about it.Looking at the tombstone to warm the young photos, the heart can not help but overflowed bitter taste.That night, Gu Niangshan drank a lot of wine, drink to the end, and I shoulder to shoulder, said brother.I drink not much, also than he can drink, I do not know why, drink to the end, the more sober people, recalled the memory of the heart, is more sad."You say how can Xiang Nuan just abandon me and walk away? What's the point of living?Honestly, every day I feel like a Zombie, without the joys and sorrows..."Gu Nianshan painful to say, as if this word, in front of others will never be easily mentioned, he is a long time."To warm her reluctant to die, I know, she died, but also shed tears, she was reluctant to die.Gushan made no effort to hide his pain, and he drank most of the empty wine glasses in front of him.He motioned for a drink, and I winked at the waiter, got a car, and drove him home.Before leaving,

• I Won't Say Love You for the Rest of My Life   Chapter forty-two: Qin Xiang Dong Fan Wai Yi

  I am Qin Xiangdong, the last loner in this city.This year is to warm after the fifth year, time passed really fast, close your eyes, as if the brain or she smiled sweetly like.This year is even more desolate than in previous years.This time in the past, I will give to warm when the tomb, and Gu Nianshan meet.Once I really thought that the balance between Xiang Nuan and Gu Nianshan, will never be equal, pay, pain, will always be Xiang Nuan.And Gu Nianshan, is a selfish, always look at the interests of the poor, to warm to him is just a plaything.On the bad day, I got a call from Gu Niangshan. When I got there, it was too late..Gu Niangshan lay prone to warm body, wail loudly, have no image at all.While he was crying, while slapping his own face, scold their own had no liver lung, is he let to warm confidante early death.Seriously, I got heartburn, too, and it's choking me.But I do not have the right, also do not have the status so to cry a, to warm never is my, to di

• I Won't Say Love You for the Rest of My Life   CHAPTER FORTY-ONE: I love y*u

  November 8,2018Gu Nianshan will never forget this unforgettable day.As early as a week ago, Xiang Wen's condition deteriorated rapidly, and within a few days, she was completely unconscious.You can't eat, you can't drink, your blood vessels are so fragile, you can't even put the nutrient solution in.Gu Nianshan accompanied all day and night, from the connection to warm home, are his sole responsibility to take care of, the degree of hardship can be imagined.The hot towel was given to Nuan to wipe her face and hands, she always likes to be clean.The big hand gently stroked the warm cheek, she closed her eyes, is so quiet.Gu Nianshan how afraid, afraid of his blink of an eye, to warm it.A side of the attending doctor opened to warm eyelids, way."Gu, I've tried my best. Don't put me on the spot. This situation... "Gu Nianshan eyes a red, beckoned the doctor out."Xiang Nuan, this is our two people's world, I know you don't like others in. Can you feel it? I am at your

• I Won't Say Love You for the Rest of My Life   Chapter 40: Leave yourself alone

  Xiang Nuan thought Gu Nianshan just said, did not think he really meant it, but also developed a series of plans.Every trip, Gu Nianshan will be prepared for a long time, to a location, to warm will take a few days to rest.Gradually, she had more and more time to rest, and more and more unexpected things happened on her trip.Not even a strong painkiller.With the gradual deterioration of body functions, more and more fear of cold to the warm, clearly not yet winter, she put the whole body covered with thick.At first, the pain was tolerable, but as time went on, she could not bear it any longer.Early in the morning, sharp pain hit again, to the warm pain of not sleeping, pressing the abdomen, the moonlight outside the window sprinkled on the body.It was so cold, silent night, only to hear her that some labored inhalation sound.To warm know, Gu Nianshan did not sleep.I do not know how long ago, to the warm could not help but softly called A, Gu Nianshan reach out to expl

• I Won't Say Love You for the Rest of My Life   Chapter thirty-nine: seize the moment

  Continuous chemotherapy, to warm the hair has been left, so she shaved a bald head, bought a good wig online."Remember when we first got together, we used to skip school together... "Gu nianshan smile, he quietly looked toward the warm, eyebrows and eyes are all gentle.Xiang Nuan also fell into the memory, "remember. Some time my grades dropped, but also blame you. ".I was only allowed to see him twice a week, so I couldn't interfere with my studies. Then..."The next words did not say out, two people look at each other smile.Only a week, two people can not help but love the miss.Eventually, Koo niangsan would give private tutoring sessions.To warm up his eyes, is looking at the eyes of Miss Shan, his eyes such as torch, not a moment to look at himself.Heart inexplicably suffocated, as if back to the campus, the heart of the chest also became seven up eight down, messy.Big Hands Tentative, gently covered her cold hands, to warm had a moment to dodge.But those big h

• I Won't Say Love You for the Rest of My Life   CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT: Hard to let go

  Xu bankruptcy, fall of the monkey scattered, all of a sudden set off a big wave let the stock market turmoil.Tens of thousands of people lost their jobs as a result, which even aroused the high attention of the society."I can only look into my heart now.It turns out, all these years, except for you, everyone's settling.I have nothing but gratitude to Xu Mengjie.I Hate Myself For remembering you, and the more I feel it, the more I hate it.""So when I saw you, I wanted to get back at you even more.At the end of the day, I realized... I was taking revenge on myself..."Gu Nianshan look lonely, to warm out his hand, resist the urge to touch him.See His temples of white hair, tears brush down, this life, they two, probably is a loop.To warm how can you Cheat Yourself?What man is not afraid of death? She's afraid of death, too. She's more afraid of being alone than of dying.When death comes, little by little, the more I miss him.Last night, when I was in pain, I was