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2020-10-11 17:33:44“It depends on what you mean by that. Have I kissed you once? Yes. Was I in bed with one? Yes. Did we have real traffic? No. And you? ”Luc shook his head vigorously, feeling like a teenager. How many times he thought about it he couldn't put a figure, but he admitted to himself that it would have been interesting if it hadn't been for ... his father. He had made it unmistakably clear to him what he thought of such constellations. He was homophobic with body and soul. “You already thought about it, but you never dared, right? How so?"
“My father would have killed me. He doesn't even like our friendship because there are rumors. "
John knew very well what the rumors were about, but they were of little interest to him and so far he also thought that their families would not care about them. "It's rumors and nothing more."
"I know ... but you know my father!" A forced smile should visibly distract John, but John frowned questioningly. "Let's leave the subject, okay? So what do you want to do today? "
The last day in Las Vegas passed calmly and relaxed. A massage and at the pool both had a good time. In the evening John wanted to know again. In black pants and white shirts, they went to the casino a third time and they cleaned up. Luc's luck lasted and also brought John a considerable profit, which he wanted to turn into liquid happiness at a bar. Feeling light, no longer thinking, he wanted no more.
His thoughts had revolved around Luc and the conversation between them since that morning. Whose confession, what did you call something like that? John himself had never thought about doing something with a man, and it hadn't happened since then.
Sebastian, that was the name of his one-night stand, had just made him hot, he couldn't call it any other way. But the interest evaporated as quickly as the interlude had lasted. Since then he has shared a lot of time intensely with only one man, and at the moment the bed. Luc! Luc Gregor Miller, his best friend since the sandpit times, without whom he never wanted to be again, but who apparently got into trouble because of him.
After three glasses of whiskey and coke, his tongue loosened and he just spoke his thoughts. “What's your father's problem? Why does he think he has to value the rumors? "
Luc blushed and leaned close to John's ear. "Because of you and ... damn John, please don't curse me. I was just 16 and my father annoyed me so much because I didn't have a girlfriend that it just slipped out. "
"What?"
"He asked me if I was such a fag ... because I was looking after a guy. Actually only because he had the shoes I wanted at the time, but father got it wrong. I said, "Sure, and John is my secret lover, he's the only one who can do my laundry."
John snorted, he could only imagine the scene too clearly and found it hilarious. "And then?"
“He must have taken it seriously and since then he's been really happy when a woman claims to have been in bed with me. I am really sorry."
"What? That you just told me that I could do your laundry if I wanted to, or that you still lay down rows of women? "
Luc downed the drink in one gulp. “There aren't that many. Many simply brag about it. I lied to you, John, way too often. "
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