LOGINMy breath, exhaled in the darkness of this world, is the only sound from reality, a sound from forgotten days of beautiful laughter and dances. It felt like I was never that person I had to leave behind. And that's why I looked at our new home through strangers. Nobody was allowed to suspect at this moment that this quiet girl would experience an adventure and find her great love. Nobody would believe that at first sight. But this story begins precisely in this place, which is strange and has far too much heat. ..... Only when we were walking towards the parking lot did I force myself to say: “Where are we going?” “I want to show you something, get in,” he said and jumped into a yellow sports car. I stopped and looked at the car suspiciously. "Mia come on." I took a deep breath and got in. He drove out of the parking lot while I wondered what was wrong with me. Like the other girls, was I addicted to his charm? How could I get into his car? "Listen, Josch or Janosch, whatever you want to be called," I began. He looked over at me: “I'm really not one of those girls who just sit in your car and off you go. Please tell me where you want to go. ” “ I prefer Josch, ”he began, slightly amused:“ And don't worry, I won't seduce you, I have to show you something.I hope to gain your trust maybe. Because that's the only way I can help you out of your school crisis. ” "Okay," I dragged it out in disbelief. "Besides, you're not my type, so don't worry, I won't attack you like your girlfriends might want you to do," he remarked, amused.
View MoreWe played hide and seek in Grandpa's barn and he fell ten meters from the hayloft. Broken neck, the doctor said he hadn't felt anything, ”said Josch in a strange, rough voice. We were silent for a while and looked at the small grave, on which beautiful flowers grew."Was he your brother?""My twin brother," he replied, taking a deep breath. I noticed that he was looking at me sideways. My gaze was still on the grave."I'm so sorry, Josch," I tried to express the feelings I was just feeling. “It doesn't have to be, it's been almost ten years now. I miss him every single day, but life goes on, ”he confessed calmly.“I didn't go to school a year after this accident, so I'm a year older than everyone else in my class,” he said. “It must be difficult to live in a place that hides so many memories of a deceased person,” after all, I could understand all of this very well. I felt that he was watching me while he continue
Now the girls looked at me waiting: “I'm just saying one word. “Josch”, I said. The others gasped for air. Hilary seemed completely flabbergasted: “Josch is tutoring?Since when?I know a lot of girls who have already asked him and he always refused. "I shrugged my shoulders, the others looked at me carefully:" How exactly do you have to concentrate on his words when he has such an amazing body Sara asked herself, giggling. "She certainly didn't think about that as I know her," laughed Hilary too. I glared at her:"Do you think I'm blind? Of course I can see that he looks really good, but I think I could learn a lot from him. "Now the girls giggled:" Just ask yourself what. I heard he can kiss incredibly well, ”Ina remarked with a red head."You are impossible," I said and now they began to laugh loudly and we wrestled in the meadow. I couldn't be angry with her for long and pounced on Sara, chuckling, while Hilary took care
At the end of the lesson the students rushed out of the room and Sara and I followed quickly, but Mr Schmitz whistled us back.He looked at us very sternly: “I heard that you are making progress Sara, very well. Jost praised her very much. So you can go ”, Sara gave me an encouraging look and disappeared. Very nice really, how could she leave me alone with this guy?He looked at me sternly: "I have assured you that if you cannot find anyone to help you, I will do it and I will." So he opened the chemistry door and shouted: "Do you want to appear today?" My heart sank in my pants when I checked who was teaching here. Not good, not good at all.Mr Schmitz now turned to me while the thirteenth graders came in and were talking loudly across the tables and I sat down on a chair. “Look, one of these intelligent brains here will be ready. Come by again after the tenth hour, ”he said and finally I was able to disappear. I was just passing the doo
Yawning, I got up and padded barefoot into the house to get a cold Coke from the fridge. I put it to my mouth and let the cold liquid flow down my throat, I drank it greedily and put the empty bottle in a basket where several bottles were already piled on top of each other. I really had to go shopping. Mom has had enough to do with her work lately and hardly got on anything else. On the one hand, it was very good because her outbursts of grief were becoming less and less common now. I didn't know whether that was a good sign or a rather bad outburst of grief. I could only hope that she was happy with her new friends right now.And before I knew it, my alarm clock rang with deafening noise, which announced Monday in a rude manner.I threw a pillow on my face with a growl and when that damn alarm clock was still trumpeting I threw my pillow at it. It fell to the floor with a clang and finally it was quiet in the room.Satisfied, I lay down on the other side and wa