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• Love Lessons   Beauty

  We played hide and seek in Grandpa's barn and he fell ten meters from the hayloft. Broken neck, the doctor said he hadn't felt anything, ”said Josch in a strange, rough voice. We were silent for a while and looked at the small grave, on which beautiful flowers grew."Was he your brother?""My twin brother," he replied, taking a deep breath. I noticed that he was looking at me sideways. My gaze was still on the grave."I'm so sorry, Josch," I tried to express the feelings I was just feeling. “It doesn't have to be, it's been almost ten years now. I miss him every single day, but life goes on, ”he confessed calmly.“I didn't go to school a year after this accident, so I'm a year older than everyone else in my class,” he said. “It must be difficult to live in a place that hides so many memories of a deceased person,” after all, I could understand all of this very well. I felt that he was watching me while he continue

• Love Lessons   Since when?

  Now the girls looked at me waiting: “I'm just saying one word. “Josch”, I said. The others gasped for air. Hilary seemed completely flabbergasted: “Josch is tutoring?Since when?I know a lot of girls who have already asked him and he always refused. "I shrugged my shoulders, the others looked at me carefully:" How exactly do you have to concentrate on his words when he has such an amazing body Sara asked herself, giggling. "She certainly didn't think about that as I know her," laughed Hilary too. I glared at her:"Do you think I'm blind? Of course I can see that he looks really good, but I think I could learn a lot from him. "Now the girls giggled:" Just ask yourself what. I heard he can kiss incredibly well, ”Ina remarked with a red head."You are impossible," I said and now they began to laugh loudly and we wrestled in the meadow. I couldn't be angry with her for long and pounced on Sara, chuckling, while Hilary took care

• Love Lessons   Someone

  At the end of the lesson the students rushed out of the room and Sara and I followed quickly, but Mr Schmitz whistled us back.He looked at us very sternly: “I heard that you are making progress Sara, very well. Jost praised her very much. So you can go ”, Sara gave me an encouraging look and disappeared. Very nice really, how could she leave me alone with this guy?He looked at me sternly: "I have assured you that if you cannot find anyone to help you, I will do it and I will." So he opened the chemistry door and shouted: "Do you want to appear today?" My heart sank in my pants when I checked who was teaching here. Not good, not good at all.Mr Schmitz now turned to me while the thirteenth graders came in and were talking loudly across the tables and I sat down on a chair. “Look, one of these intelligent brains here will be ready. Come by again after the tenth hour, ”he said and finally I was able to disappear. I was just passing the doo

• Love Lessons   Outbursts

  Yawning, I got up and padded barefoot into the house to get a cold Coke from the fridge. I put it to my mouth and let the cold liquid flow down my throat, I drank it greedily and put the empty bottle in a basket where several bottles were already piled on top of each other. I really had to go shopping. Mom has had enough to do with her work lately and hardly got on anything else. On the one hand, it was very good because her outbursts of grief were becoming less and less common now. I didn't know whether that was a good sign or a rather bad outburst of grief. I could only hope that she was happy with her new friends right now.And before I knew it, my alarm clock rang with deafening noise, which announced Monday in a rude manner.I threw a pillow on my face with a growl and when that damn alarm clock was still trumpeting I threw my pillow at it. It fell to the floor with a clang and finally it was quiet in the room.Satisfied, I lay down on the other side and wa

• Love Lessons   Cool guys

  When the school bell rang for break, we packed up our things and made our way out, the nice weather had to be enjoyed. Sara, Hilary, Ina and I lay down a little apart on the meadow under a tree that only provided slight shade. Ina's knock was on my lap while mine was on Hilary's and Hilary was on Sara's. Sara, in turn, leaned against the trunk of the tree and leafed through the school newspaper that was being distributed by eager young students in the schoolyard. "Did you know that Vic broke his leg last night at the football game against the Nix," Sara reported in disbelief and read the newspaper intently. "What the end of the world," Hilary sighed with a slight chuckle and Ina joined in. Sara looked at me sternly: “What exactly was going on this morning? Why did you come so late? Did one of the jerks stop you? ”“ Tell me, do you have another topic than these jerks? ”I asked, catching a few reproachful looks. "Mam and I overslept," I said, yawning. "So I alw

• Love Lessons   Class

  A loud rumble made me startle from one second to the next.I sat up straight as a candle wrapped in a blanket on the wise, new sofa. Strange that it was so cozy, usually sofas had to be really old to be cozy. To my surprise, however, I must have nodded off here last night. And my mother must have covered me. And while we were with my mother, she ran down the stairs like a madman and rushed past the living room into the kitchen, while she yelled: "We're too late, Mia. Get dressed quickly!" I rolled my eyes. Mom will be exaggerating again.For years she kept coming up with this scam to get my brother and me out of bed in the morning. But when I looked over the living room clock, I was suddenly wide awake and frantically jumped up the stairs to my room, it was already a quarter to eight, class started at eight and I would be late, but hello.And if my mother took me to school in a jet plane. I think it was even worse for Mom, after all, she hadn't had her job for t