Chapter 18

mal-chin Watches as Justin moved up and down, moving back and forth,

"Look at me i don't know what's wrong with me ,anytime i'm around her it's as if i'm changing , noona is changing me, Are you Listening to me at all ?"

"What am i to say"

  mal-chin asks

"Beside is this the reason you called me all the way to the school" ,

Slowly justin leans on his office table,half sitting down, then turns to him giving him a fake smile

' this is it and also the fact that you don't have a job"

 "who told you i don't have a job, i just don't go to work all the time ,Besides i am still looking for inspiration "

"Since you are the boss you can do anything you like, besides that's not the point the point is that imagine me justin lee apologizing ,At first i was thinking this is just out of curiosity probably because i wanted to see again and what we had in the past but now it is getting out of hand i can't do things or focus without thinking of her"

  "And what are you going to do about it " mal-chin asks

 "I don't know" 

Justin says silently the continues

"that's it, i don't know what to do anymore, i want her to be mine that's for sure but the fact that she and i have a son together Us making me scared, what if i mess things up? what if i messed things up and i ruin the chance of us being like this ? being happy and this affect my son "

"Oh i get it now , you didn't just call me here because of you let go of your ego in front of her , But because of you also have in-su to consider"

  mal-chin says folding his hands , sitting on a chair , looking up to were Justin leaned on his office Table

" good justin , you are finally thinking of someone other than yourself",

"Oh so you trying to tell me i have not been Considering anybody other than myself"

 then there was a long pause 

"you are right man you are right and i was happy just the way it was,the way I bullied you, threatened you,laugh at you being a nerd,never considering your feelings, good, good time"

 Justin smiled looking at the space like he was remembering old times,then looks back at mal-chin

" that was until noona and in-su appeared in my life " 

"I think you should talk to her about this tell her how you feel ,Not only you telling her how you feel but she also telling you how she feels also ,What happened was a long time ago,She was being protective of you because she see you as a kid brother you don't know what has happened now ,probably things have changed she might have changed or you too,Well you have changed because you want this to be more, you want to be in a relationship with her but she she might still look at you as a kid brother and doesn't want any other more relationship with you than you being the father of in-su obviously "

this made justin agitated, 

"What if she says she doesn't want to have any sort of relationship with me" Justin asks mal-chin

"Well then the choice is hers to make "

All at once justin stands straight from where he leaned on 

"you know what, thanks for the advice but no, no, i don't think i can do that i'm going to lose face, Apart from noona, you are the only one i could be myself around and actually tell my mind to,But sorry man i can't tell her this "

"Are you afraid she's going to find out how weak you are ?"

This justin didn't answer taking his jacket telling mal-chin

"let's go You need to help me pick Something to arrange my son's room" ,

"Room? is in-su going to stay with you now?"

" no ,but he will be visiting and i always want him to feel at home" ,

Justin says as the left his office but in his mind he says

 "I'm not afraid she's going to think i'm weak , I am more scared of her leaving me, and not wanting to be in my life anymore".

Justin and mal-chin kept ordering all what they saw at the kids store, making it so obvious that they haven't raised a kid before

"Are you sure all this is necessary "

justin asks

"Of course it is ,just Keep ordering them, children love all this i know "

mal-chin says,But what justin didn't know was that he had no idea what he was doing he kept asking just in to order the same item of different colours  

"But don't this look unnecessary to you"

 justin asked his again  

"Then why did you invite me over when you don't trust my judgement "

he says taking justin to where they are going to order the bed in which Will be kept in in-su room

 They kept on chatting as they left the child store in the mall to go to the department where they are going to get the bed ,Which will be delivered later to justin's address .

On their way going justin stop to look back  

"What are you looking at ?"

 mal-chin asked him

"No nothing, i thought i saw someone i know, but i guess i'm wrong ,She supposed to still be in the states she shouldn't be back by now ,If she was it would have been carried in the media "

"Ok fine, let's go "

 mal-chin says

On arriving at the furniture department they moved around deciding which bed is more better than the other , mal-chin then excuses himself telling Justin he needed to go and relieve himself ,Which he left justin and went to the male toilet.

       while washing his hand ,he had a conversation outside The male toilet it seems like it was in the front of the female toilet or rather at the hallway ,he didn't want to be noticed because it looked like it was a couple fight as usual with a male voice saying

 "i told you to stay in the car why did you come out " he tried to whisper which failed

he didn't want to easedrop but he had no choice but to listen ,they were the only one there ,

When the female voice replied

" leave me alone you are hurting me, leave me alone i need to go ,that's the reason i came Out in the first place, you don't expect me to relieve myself in the car ,or do you?"  

"Wow, you've become more brave, is that how you talk to your husband?, is that how you talk to me? ,Only if your parents have taught you well but no they didn't teach you well, they even ran bankrupt, not only did they ruined their company they also sold their daughter out ,So what do i expect from someone like you, someone who is not wanted" ,

"Are you not going to let me go? "

she says 

"let go of me right now",