To be Awry

"Argh ... my head hurts a lot," Charlotte muttered when she suddenly woke up. Seeing a clock showing five in the morning. Repeatedly trying to sleep again. Charlotte covered her head with a pillow. Hearing Lea's snoring loudly, she couldn't sleep even more. Then got up and looked out through the open curtains. The gaze shifted to Lea, who knows what style was played in her sleep was irregular.

Opening the door and walking towards the balcony, the janitor was cleaning the yard. And some clean the pool. Charlotte felt bored, several times moving her legs and hands as if she was going to warm up. Several times moving the jaw like chewing food.

Crack ....

The sound of the door opening.

One of the cleaners who was cleaning the swimming pool saw Charlotte who had been standing on the balcony. Returned the greeting as he shouted from below.

"Morning Miss!"

"Morning too... sir!"

"Miss, not going to the beach ... at this good time, you can see the sunrise!"

Instantly, Charlotte imagined that she was in a cloudy cloud in the morning, aka the sunrise. Then walked a little run into the room, took a jacket and a cellphone. Looking at Lea, she seemed to be sleeping very soundly. 

Charlotte didn't want to bother Lea, made a note written on paper and put it on the table, that was enough. After all, also wouldn't if invited, moreover, Lea would be angry if she was woken up in the morning, what's more, she's been gloomy since yesterday.

Then a minute later ....

"Charlotte, where are you going?"

A little shocked did not see if Hansh was sitting on the terrace, right in front of his room. Charlotte thought he heard housekeeping say hello.

"Want to go to the beach."

"Can you join me?"

What ... what if Lea found out? I can't imagine what would happen if Lea found out, couldn't refuse either. However, the beach is a public place, anyone can visit. 

Charlotte nodded her head, in an affirmative gesture. As long as Lea doesn't know then everything won't cause anything bad and all will be fine.

Charlotte walks Hansh, but thoughts remain on Lea. Tense and don't want to get carried away by atmosphere and feelings. Until several times she did not answer questions from Hansh.

"Do you like Bali?" he continued, "How many times have you been to Bali? Charlotte ... hey Charlotte!"

"Huh, yes why, what did you ask?"

"Forget it, I know."

"What do you know?"

"You are here but your mind is not here,"

"Yes."

Suddenly feeling regret, Why go to the beach with Hansh?

For a few moments, Hansh smiled when Charlotte stared at the face, suddenly they looked at each other and smiled at each other. Not thinking if he would be interested, Charlotte just needed to be on the beach immediately to vent the feeling that had been turbulent earlier, that immediately wanted to enjoy the weather in the morning. 

Don't want to be pretentious, just walking or sitting, staring at the roar of the waves that start to tide in time.

Another annoying thing, Hansh seems to share with Charlotte's anxiety. This feeling does not want to make his prejudice and think badly, so Charlotte will explain if he asks the reason.

--000--

Arrived at the beach. The waves and waves were very strong compared to the afternoon. The right time to enjoy the sunrise and colored by the roar of the sea breeze. Enthusiastic people, from human babies to baby dogs [puppies]. It's cute, and Charlotte loves it.

"Already, the smiles?"

"Hehe ... yes. I like it."

"With me?"

"No, dog ... with that baby dog. If you belong to Lea."

"No, I'm normal. Lea is friendly with me and I only return her hospitality, even I hate her when I see her attitude."

"You hate my best friend?"

"Yes, is there a problem?"

"No, it's weird. You just met yesterday but you can immediately conclude. Is it because you were out with me?"

"Not really, I'm free to judge anyone, if Lea will be angry, that's up."

There is a point, too, that Hansh was not wrong. Oh, this sudden confusion of thought. Why make inquiries about Lea? If he participated in jealousy like this by discussing Lea, then Hansh would have felt suspicious and looked at his that was jealous of his closeness to Lea. Charlotte did not want to make matters worse.

Hansh said, "You didn't ask her?"

"You want Lea with us? I'll try calling her if you want."

What ... Charlotte accidentally said something that shouldn't be said, it was like she was unconscious. Charlotte should just say no. Charlotte glanced at Hansh, frowned, whatever he was thinking, it could have happened from the same feeling, as he felt for Lea. Charlotte was very careless, and self-aware of it.

While walking, Hansh occasionally flirted with small rags, intention not to be swallowed up by his very unpleasant seduction, but what power if a woman's heart could also melt by romantic words pouring out of a man's mouth.

"You are like Esha Gupta [Indian Artist], looking beautiful, but, something is still lacking."

"Less ... what is it?"

"Don't want to be my boyfriend yet."

"What ... hahaha ... you're cute."

"You equate me to the baby puppy, right?"

"No, you're different cute, and I like that."

"Like me?"

"Like your kidding, hehe."

"But I'm sure I'm funnier, right?"

"Um, maybe, hehe."

Hearing Hansh speaks, Charlotte felt hopeful. But still have the principle that Hansh is just a romantic man. And the rags that were just said were only a small part of the rags that were passed on to other women. 

Little did Charlotte know, a men from India are good at making sweet words, it is known from the drama series that occasionally plays when bored, and an article that Charlotte has read.

Charlotte doesn't want to lose, tries to get back at Hansh's rage. Even though it didn't sound cute and got a response that only made him laugh as if she was being funny.

"You're the son of a refrigerator seller, aren't you?"

"No, my father opened his own business."

"Yuck Hanks ...," Charlotte irritated by Hansh's answer. "That's not the way to answer!"

"Hahaha ... how is it true?"

"You just have to answer! How do you know ...."

"Ok, how do you know?"

"Late!"

"Haha, how?

"Because you have cooled my heart, hahaha ... not funny huh?"

"Yes No."

"Hmm."

Embarrassed, Charlotte no longer has the same style as Hansh, then lowered her head and watched the waves. Do not want to reply to him seduction either.

--000--

It doesn't feel like time flies very quickly, too busy walking and not paying attention to time and distance. It turned out that it had walked very far from Kuta Beach, and the clock was already showing eight o'clock. Charlotte panicked, then immediately invited Hans to return to its original place.

"Let's just walk slowly!"

"No, we have to get there before Lea flies!"

"Why are you afraid of Lea ... you are friends, right?"

"Yes, but if he wasn't there, then I wouldn't have come here. I hope you understand that. Don't talk about it anymore, let's hurry up!"

"Okay, okay."

Charlotte is also a normal human being who has an attraction to the opposite sex. Hansh not only made laugh but somehow when she was with him, the heartfelt calm. Charlotte also doesn't know whether to start to feel hearted or just feel that just pass by like the wind and tomorrow will disappear.

Charlotte felt it would be wrong if Lea would find out that she was walking with Hansh. She remembered that Lea had loved Hansh very much from the first meeting, behind the glass in the restaurant. Meanwhile, Charlotte is only a friendship, which doesn't mean that Hansh will meet if Lea doesn't invite her to vacation. Bali has given tension, the first time you visit and hearts rage in the name of love and friendship.

Oh, if this was the case, it would create a dilemma that never ended. The questionable contention will arise continuously. Charlotte didn't want this thought to be filled with new problems.

And Charlotte paused for a moment, almost at the hotel pool, looking up in the direction of the room. Pay attention and to make sure, whether Lea saw or not, if she continued walking, afraid that Lea would find out. And finally decided, walk after Hansh first.

"Hansh, you just walk first! I'll do it later."

Charlotte looked at Hansh, slowly walked over. Hansh seemed to have understood the situation and acted as nothing had happened.

While waiting for Lea, Charlotte sat by the pool and rocked her legs into the water. This mind was confused and didn't know what to do if Lea found out. 

However, it is still considered selfish if Charlotte accepts Hansh's love, on the other hand Charlotte also feels the same way as Lea feels for Hansh. The conscience is never the same as the real condition if it will follow the heart, but the condition is not possible to live it. An uneasy restlessness, and very uncomfortable resolution.

Crack ....

"Not cold!" shouted Lea from the balcony.

Hansh suddenly sent a WhatsApp message.

"Charlotte, you looked beautiful this morning. I like you, right? Oh yes, I've finished taking a shower, can I follow you?"

"Do not." 

I don't know what will happen if Hansh dares to come, with Lea still standing on the balcony. It would only be a problem if that happened.

Oh my God, don't know what Charlotte should do. Hansh walked towards Charlotte. Lea looked away like she didn't want to look down. Charlotte's heart skipped a beat as Hansh's steps got closer. There is no other way but to escape. 

Charlotte got up and walked to the room. As quickly as possible to get to the room quickly.

"Why did you go ... there Hansh came, you should be happy, you guys are compatible anyway."

"Oh, Lea, it's not funny to joke you. Come on, I'm going to take a shower."

Charlotte took a towel while glancing at Lea, thinking that Lea was already a little cheerful compared to last night. Charlotte didn't think that there should be a new assignment, that she had to explain to Hansh Lea's attitude just now. Hopefully, Hansh can understand!