LOGINSo here I am standing in front of the administration office about to get my student card and dorm key. I'm not a fan of staying in dorms but I guess this will have to do for the next three months until I have got enough to rent out that beautiful apartment I saw in an ad.
I already called the owner and he said I'll have to live with a roommate, and thats cool with me...as long as the person is clean and doesn't mind listening to music[my kind is considered weird, but is whatever:)].
I'm in my dorm on the third floor and as soon as I step in, I'm welcomed by a short girl with hazel eyes, short curly hair like an afro and a sweet dark chocolate skin colour almost a replica of Lupita Nyongo and all I can think to myself is 'SHE'S SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!'and I just stare at her with eyes wide open and a falling jaw...yeahhhh not a pretty good first impression huh.
She laughs and I'm out of my 'limbo', she extends her hand and introduces herself "I'm Zoé", she also has a beautiful voice and I immediately like her! I extend my arm and pull out a fist because I do fist bumps not hand shakes,"I'm Rinae" I say with a smile laughing at her expression. She seems really sweet.
Zoé and I immediately click, we both like the same artists when it comes to art and we both introverts who enjoy their music more than people.
We both give brief summaries about who we are and I learn she's actually lesbian and she likes to travel a lot and we sorta come to a conclusion that she and I will visit a country at the end of each year...exciteeeed!
In our conversation I don't leave out the part that I might be leaving in a few months time because dorms freak me out.
Later on that night there was a social where we mingled around and became acquainted with each other, Zoé and I met a whole lotta people who were studying the same majors as us and others who actually were studying our alternatives (psychology).
They were so welcoming and fun to talk to, although there was this one I was particularly interested in.
He was really hot if I do say so myself, he's baby-blue eyes were in contrast with his dark hair which looked like he had been running his hand through it the whole night.
He was wearing a plain black shirt with a denim jacket that was written 'be whatever you want' on the left shoulder,torn black jeans and moonlight sneaks.
You could see his muscles underneath his shirt and a tattoo on his wrist that looked like a skull with thorns coming out of its eyes and beneath it a writing that looked scribbled, I couldn't read it but it looked really cool...maybe its because it was on him after all.
"Hey!" I yell over the music.
"Hey you, Rina right?" Ian asks with a smile that just makes me go weak and feel like dropping on the floor right now.
"Yeah thats me..." I say with awkwardness because I'm really awkward, always awkward...
"may I chill here for a while?? I lost Zoé somewhere"she's prolly hooking up with someone I add silently.
"Of course yeah, in fact I wanted to talk to you about something" he says looking around but not meeting my eyes.
I stared at him wondering who he was talking to until I realized he was talking to me, I slowly nodded my head trying to not make it more awkward as it was already.
He puts his hand on my back and leads me outside the hall where its much more calmer and quieter...okay wait, I just got out with a guy I'm squeamish about but who also happens to be someone I don't know at all!
What if he abducts me and sells me like in that movie Taken?? I'm starting to freak out that I tense up, he chuckles and gives me that award winning smile of his and says" I swear you're safe, I won't hurt you" it's as if he read my mind. Maybe he is my soulmate after all....too soon?? Naaaah!
Three months later.So much time has passed and life has been a bubble of bliss. Ian and I are still going strong but lately I feel as if he is pulling away. When I asked him about he said I was looking for a fight."Baby,is there anything wrong with us?""What do you mean?""Tell me if I'm wrong,but lately it feels as if we're not connected like we used to,are you comfortable being with me?""Where's all this coming from Rina!?" he raised his voice and YEAH he called me Rina!! That hurt so bad...what happened to 'sweetcakes'"Woah! Why are you shouting? It was
School begins today after such a heavy weekend. From Zo's endless disappointed stares and getting used to the campus,I'm pretty hyped for class. I get in and choose a sit somewhere in the middle but good enough to hear what the lecturer will be saying.Some guy sits next to me and he's really good looking like amazing! He's got nice sharp cheekbones, beautiful eyebrows-bushy like. His lips are just wonderful and I wonder how great it would be to kiss those. Wait why I'm I thinking like that...I'm attracted to Ian,YES I AM.He's hair is properly styled and looks very good...a guy who takes care of his hair is to be appreciated. He wears a grey shirt that says 'I don't like being looked at.' And I feel as if he's telling me because he shifted his body
Butterflies in my stomach and legs wobbly like jelly as we reach an isolated place which is surprisingly beautiful. I think we're in some artsy environment because there's paintings all over the walls and blank canvases all around and it smells like paint so yeah.He leads me to the stage and I immediately sit on it legs dangling on the edge, I prompt myself on my hands and lean back admiring the room. I see Ian looking at me from the corner of my eye, grinning like he's won a prize...maybe I am."What?" I ask him matching his smile."Nothing, I was just admiring your beauty Ri" he says with a wide smile...OMFG he shortened my already short name to 'Ri'! I'm having a 'thank you speech' in my head already and I can't help the blush that rises to my cheeks after what he just said...'I'm beautiful:>'..."Cheesy line, but thanks" I try to sound not affected. His laugh is so precious he has me joining in in
So here I am standing in front of the administration office about to get my student card and dorm key. I'm not a fan of staying in dorms but I guess this will have to do for the next three months until I have got enough to rent out that beautiful apartment I saw in an ad.I already called the owner and he said I'll have to live with a roommate, and thats cool with me...as long as the person is clean and doesn't mind listening to music[my kind is considered weird, but is whatever:)].I'm in my dorm on the third floor and as soon as I step in, I'm welcomed by a short girl with hazel eyes, short curly hair like an afro and a sweet dark chocolate skin colour almost a replica of Lupita Nyongo and all I can think to myself is 'SHE'S SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!'and I j
Isn't it crazy how your whole life can change just from the few people you meet? How they have the ability to trick you, manipulate your mind and have you bending over to their own willThe fact that one person can make you change your whole outlook on life and how you see yourself is scary and truly amazing too. That they can make you forget your morals and true valuesWhat you believe in and how you look at life. That was K for me. He made me feel good about myself and accept myself. True we had our differences but I like to believe we helped each other grow...apart.My names Rina, and I'm short and chubby with a cute soft belly that could be a pretty comfortable pillow. I have hazel-brown eyes, thick small pink lips, a light shade of chocolate as my skin colour and shoulder length goldish brown hair thats really hard to tame. In conclusion I'm black."Are you sure this is what you want?" My mom asked me