Unrequited Desire [BL] (Complete)

The noise in the restaurant muffles out as I look at the happy and cheerful faces of my family and friends. Today is a happy day for my best friend but why can’t I be happy?He picks his now said fiancé up by the waist and twirls her around while everyone cheers and breaks out in tears of joy. Raising a hand to my cheek, I touch the liquid dripping from my eyes, I’m crying – fuck it hurts, my heart hurts – all of this fucking hurts.Stepping back. I accidentally bump into my mother who looks at me confused, “Baby, are you crying?

Looking at the wall I feel like banging my head against it but I don’t.Walking into the room they put Sage in, I don’t know what to say or really how to feel. It’s been two days since the accident and the doctors said the brain damage was minimized due to him not hitting anything but the doctor said that this doesn’t explain why his skull was cracked.He’s wrapped in bandages just lying there and here I am sitting next to him. We’re supposed to be best friends, be there for each other but I wasn’t and now he is laying here

After our encounter at the hospital, I heard from Aunty Sandra that the two men and others came to visit and I don’t have the heart to face them, the guilt welling up in my heart can’t take it anymore and I don’t think I can face Sage right now.Leaning back in my chair I look at the papers on my desk and sigh, work doesn’t really help get my mind of this and I thought being distracted would help.I haven’t seen Layla since she came to the hospital but I was too out of it when I found out that Sage was in theatre. She was by my side and

[Sage’s POV]“Alright Mr Clark, we are done, you can get off the bed now,” the nurse says to me. Lifting up slowly I feel aches all over my body but grit my teeth and climb of the bed and slowly sit down on the wheelchair.She pushes me out while I wave at the doctor and give him an uncomfortable smile that makes him raise a brow and order the nurse to add pain killers to my drip, he also tells me to let them know if I’m aching and I should also let my boyfriend know – ‘