The noise in the restaurant muffles out as I look at the happy and cheerful faces of my family and friends. Today is a happy day for my best friend but why can’t I be happy?He picks his now said fiancé up by the waist and twirls her around while everyone cheers and breaks out in tears of joy. Raising a hand to my cheek, I touch the liquid dripping from my eyes, I’m crying – fuck it hurts, my heart hurts – all of this fucking hurts.Stepping back. I accidentally bump into my mother who looks at me confused, “Baby, are you crying?
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