Mag-log inCHAPTER VII
TroubleCORA'S POV
I am walking down the corridor and saw three of my employees seemed to be on a serious meeting, and guess what, I am their main topic.
My life is indeed displayed like a tawdry soap opera and this is why everyone's busy gossiping about me.
They were really so busy that they didn't even notice my arrival. I silently lead the way and stopped behind them.
“Bago ka pa lang, di ba?” Employee 1 asked.
“Oo.” Probably, that's the newly hired employee.
“Ngayon pa lang dapat malaman mo na na isang dragona ang boss natin,” another voice from a woman said, so this must be Employee 2.
“Bakit kaya gano'n siya?” the newly hired employee asked.
“Ewan, basta kapag sinabihan mo siya na 'di siya maganda at matalino, o perfect, magagalit siya na parang wala na siya sa sarili. Nakakatakot!” Employee 1 replied.
“Ha? Eh, maganda naman talaga siya, pero nakita ko sa mga pictures na mas magaganda ang mga—” she stopped when I stamp my feet to command attention. This newly hired employee just crossed the line!
“Please continue speaking, no one would dare to interrupt you,” I said with a smile across my face. But she just kept silently staring at the floor. I glanced at the other employees and they're also looking at elsewhere. “Oh, hindi mo na kayang ipagpatuloy? Where's your confidence? Dali na, sabihin mo na habang mabait pa ako.” Hindi pa rin sila natitinag at parang hangin lang ang kinakausap ko. The sigh of aggravation I released came out as a hiss. “You are all aware that I really hate comparing,” I grimly said, then I continued speaking while pointing out the newly hired employee. “But you dare to compare the beauty I have to anyone else! Thank you, you've just ruined my day.” Shades of bitterness, sorrow, and anger darkened on my face.
“M-Ma'am Cora, p-pasensya na po, hindi na po namin ito uulitin.” Nakadikit pa ang mga palad niya at konti na lang ay luluhod na siya sa harapan ko.
“Get lost!” I yelled at her, and that's it, she finally kneeled down. “Even if you cry blood and get hoarse voice begging for mercy, I'm still gonna fire you!”
“Cora!” Zella suddenly appeared from nowhere. “Anong nangyayari?” she asked. When I met her gaze, I saw the confusion that crossed her features.
In a normal voice, I said, “Firing an insensitive employee.” Nasanay na ako na araw-araw may napapatalsik akong empleyado kaya normal na lang ang ganitong pangyayari.
“Kinompara ka na naman sa iba?” diretso niyang tanong.
“As usual.” I rolled my eyes inwardly. I am about to leave the scene and head to my office when Zella speaks again.
I gritted my teeth and said, “No, she deserves to get fired!” Self-satisfied smirk played across my full, red lips when her tears were streaming down her cheeks.
“Cora, will you please consider it this time? For sure natuto na sila, they're not gonna do the same mistake again.” She tried persuading me.
“No, I don't give second chances.”
Kung para sa iba ay napakasimple lang naman ng kasalanan ng babaeng ito, pero para sa akin ay hindi. Sino ba kasing tao ang gusto na kinukumpara siya sa iba? Obviously, none!
“If you will continue to be like this, you're gonna lose everything, Cora, your employees, your company, the fine life you have, and all the people who are on your side, including me.”
I was caught off-guard! What the hell is Zella telling me now? Sh*t, I just lose my virginity! And if I'm going to lose everything that I have by now, I'd totally get insane.
I expelled a heavy breath in vexation and glare at this woman who's still kneeling down in front of me. “Don't you dare do again the sh*t that you did today, but if you still have the courage to compare me with others, my company is wide open, you are free to leave.” I turned my back as quick as I can. I welled up as my tears are on the verge of falling!
Sh*t, don't let anyone see how weak you are, Cora!
I went straight to my office and open all the windows to catch some fresh air. Naramdaman ko ang paglapit sa akin ni Zella at tumambad ang isang bento box sa harapan ko.
“Breakfast?” She offered, but I just ignored her. “Oy, sorry na, ayoko lang naman kasi na may masaktan ka na namang damdamin, eh.”
“But you don't even care that I was hurt as well. Ganyan naman talaga kayo, laging ang nararamdaman ng iba ang inuuna ni'yo, pa'no naman ako?” This time, I had let my tears fall down, but I wiped it off as soon as I can. “Nevermind.” I get the bento box she made for me and sat in the swivel chair.
“Hihintayin ko kung kailan mo 'yan sasabihin, Cora, at kapag ready ka na, promise, makikinig ako,” she said and sincerity is written in her face.
“Salamat sa breakfast.” I swiftly change the topic. I just don't want to be so emotional this day. “You can now leave, you still have work,” I said.
“Sige, but please, don't stress yourself too much.” I just nodded and relief brought a smile to her lips. She then stood up, straighten her uniform, and bid her goodbye. “I'll take my leave now.” And I automatically lifted my hand in a short wave, giving her a brief smile.
As I am in the middle of enjoying my breakfast, Freiya suddenly called. “Hello?” I said as I hit the answer button. Hindi siya agad nakapagsalita sa kabilang linya kaya bigla naman akong kinutuban. “Hoy, don't tell me you can't make it up to attend the event this night?” Damn, this gay's making me feel really so freaking nervous by now!
I heard him let out a light laugh. “Chill, Corazon, gusto ko lang itanong kung kailangan ko bang magpagupit o hindi na?” he said, and that actually made me breathe calmly.
“Salamat.” A simple word, yet that made me smile. It was sincere, so I know I've made the right thing. But, I definitely love to see a man with long hair, it add-ons to their sexiness.
“Bakit nga pala hindi ka tumawag kahapon?” I queried. I am just being inquisitive about it because as far as I remember, I've told him to give me a call when he gets home, but evidently, I received nothing.
“Baka kasi galit ka,” he replied right away.
“Galit? Bakit? Because of what happened between us? 'Di ba sabi ko no one should be blamed, eh bakit naman ako magagalit?” Sh*t, akala ko ba ay kakalimutan na namin iyon, pero bakit bigla na namang naungkat? Tsk!
“Huwag ako, Missy, marami akong alam sa babae dahil feeling babae ako. Alam kong galit ka, kung 'di sa akin, sa sarili mo.”
He got me there. But, I have to stop blaming myself for what happened. Minsan talaga nakakalimutan na rin kasi nating mag-isip nang tama lalo na kapag tayo ay lasing. So, next time, put in one's mind the consequences of being under the influence para naman hindi ka na magugulat kinabukasan sa mga nangyari noong lasing ka. Lesson learned!
“Oh, sige na, kalimutan na natin 'yon, as in erase na, erase! Okay?” He broke the silence.
“Yeah, it's the best thing we could do,” I replied.
“So, baba mo na. Alam kong you're a busy person.”
“Sige, make sure you'll be there tonight, ha?”
“Oo naman.”
Ahhh, I am finally at ease. I can't wait to see their reaction seeing me with another man after more than a month, especially him.
I am about to hang up the phone when he speaks, “Corazon, huwag mo masyadong pinapahirapan ang sarili mo sa trabaho, ha? Kaya ka hindi tumatangkad, eh...”
Kating-kati na akong sumabat, pero hinayaan ko na lang siya. Mamaya ko na siya sisingilin sa panglalait niya.
“...kapag may 'di magandang nangyari, just breathe in and out three times para kumalma ka. Mas masaya ang araw kung walang problema. Additional lang, pakabait ka dahil mas gumaganda ang babae kapag laging mabait,” he further added. He almost made me smile with what he said, but that last line got me annoyed!
“So, sinasabi mo bang 'di ako mabait kaya mo pinapaalala, ha?!” asar kong tanong at mahina siyang natawa.
“Hindi naman 'yon ang ibig kong sabihin, pero kung 'yon ang pagkakaintindi mo, Missy, eh hindi naman ako mangingialam.”
So, talagang pinatunayan niya lang na hindi ako mabait dahil diyan sa sinabi niya?! Ugh!!! He was about to brighten my day, pero hindi pa nga totally gumaganda ang araw ko ay muli niya na namang sinira!
“Joke, syempre mabait ka, papayag ba akong maging gay boyfriend mo 'kong natatarayan ako sa'yo?”
“Mukha mo, pumayag ka lang dahil may pera!”
Tawa lang ang isinukli niya sa sinabi ko. I am seriously wanted to end the call, but I heard another voice trying to be sounded like a woman, calling Freiya's name in a hurry.
“Iyong ex mong jutay nandito! Naloka na may bitbit pang bulaklak ang hinayupak!” he added.
Ex? Freiya's ex-boyfriend? Did he get a flower for Freiya? Sh*t, what the hell is going on?
I am about to ask him what's happening but the line went dead. Tsk, I'm having some trouble with what I've heard!
Should I go there? Paano kung makikipagbalikan pala ang ex niya at naging marupok siya? Paano na ako?Paano na mamaya? I'll be there alone? No, never!!!
CHAPTER XIIIThe VisitorCORA'S POVIcriedout inpainbutno noiseescaped my mouth. I wanted to look for my car so I can just continue weeping inside, but my knees were shakingso bad that Icouldn'tevenstand up. A pair of familiar loafers appeared in front of my eyes. I looked up and saw him watching at me with sympathy written all over his face. He bent down to the groundon one knee to seemeateye level and hetookholdofmy shoulderswithbothhands.I managed tosay between my sobs, “I lose, Freiya, I lose on the second game.”“Shhh,” he tried to comfort me, and I cried, even more, when he offeredme his arm andembraced me kindly. “Ang ganda-ganda mo sa makeup mo a
CHAPTER XIIClosureFREIYA'S POVNanatili akong nakaupo at nakahalukipkip lang sa gilid. Medyo natatakot ang beauty ko na tumayo at baka hindi ko mapigilang humarot. Jusko! Keraming gwapo! At may naaamoy pa akong mga paminta rito. Naku! Kung wala lang kaming kontrata ni Corazon ay baka kanina pa ako nakapamingwit dito."Hi."Nilingon ko naman agad si Kuya na may bitbit pang baso ng wine at saka ito tumabi sa akin. Grabe, ang pogi niya sa maroon niyang tuxedo! Ang kinis at ang linis pa ng mukha niya. Shuta des! Mukang masarap siya.Ehhhh!!! Sabi ng bawal, eh! Kay Corazon nga lang ako dapat humarot. "Hi, Dude. An
CHAPTER XIThe Gay's ExCORA'S POVThe Reunion continues. Everybody seemed to beenjoying themselvesto the full extent. Themusicwas real smooth and sweet. TheDJ is so good. He kept the mood going with something a littleupbeatthen something soft and slow. I handed a glass of classic drink from our table and sit silently around thecorner, while having a nice time listening to themusicand watchingeveryoneelse dance, but I have no plans of joining them. I saw Zella with her high school friends enjoying the dance floor as well while her ex-boyfriend
CHAPTER XThe ReunionCORA'S POVMy eyes wandered at these people who are now so busy talking with each other. I've seen my former classmates in a round table, some of them seemed to have a fine life, while others are quite unfortunate. May iba pang nandito na dala ang mga anak nila, ang iba naman ay buntis na, at syempre, may mga katulad kong single. I am just in a fake relationship, but in reality, I'm single and not ready to mingle. “Cora.” My attention shifted at Zella. “I really am so afraid na makita si Aaron, I'm afraid to break my rule,” she said and released a heavy sigh.I am so surprised! Does she still have a feeling for that man who lost his balls
CHAPTER IX My BuCORA'S POV“Why don't we wait for him inside, Cora? Ang daming lamok dito sa labas.” Zella expressed her annoyance again! We have been standing here for twenty minutes and she'd never stop complaining. Ang sabi ko sa kanya ay mauna na siya sa hotel, pero gusto niyang sabay na kami kaya magtiis siya.I definitely know the reason why she wants us to get there together. She needs me if ever she crossed paths with her insane ex-boyfriend she never had closure. He's not literally insane, he's just crazy in love with Zella. It's been three years since they split up, but her ex just told her a month ago that he's still into her, pero hindi siya makalapit kay Zella dahil alam niyang galit ako sa kanya at alam niyang iba ako magal
CHAPTER VIIIHis PromiseFREIYA'S POVBakit kaya nandito ang hinayupak na ito at may bitbit pang bulaklak? Akala niya ba ay may lamay rito? O baka advance lang talaga siyang mag-isip dahil alam niyang paglalamayan siya ngayon dahil sa pagpunta niya rito? Matalino rin pala ang jutay. “Freiya, Hon,” aniya sabay hawak sa kamay ko. Iyong tila ba para talaga siyang nananabik na makita ako muli. Shuta, inalis ko nga agad. Anong akala niya nasa drama kami para ipakita niya iyang acting skill niya? Ulol! “Freiya, tayo na lang ulit.” Pagmamakaawa pa niya.“Bakit? Na-realize mo na mukhang mambabarang 'yong pinalit mo sa'kin?” mataray kong tanong.