LOGIN"Damien, just sign the damn papers. What I do is none of your business."
"Who is this dude that you had around my damn kids? I'm not signing shit. You belong to me. I thought If I gave you a little time that you would let me back in the house," he screamed in the phone.
I was getting a headache. We had been arguing on the phone for the last hour. He was mad because the kids told him about us meeting Micheal at Incredible Pizza. I was so over his little temper tantrum.
"How is your other baby momma? You seem to forget about that situation. It's funny she finally stopped calling my phone as soon as I put your ass out."
I really didn't care about her being pregnant anymore. That was his problem. My days of worrying about who and what he was doing was behind me. But he was pissing me off. Just sign the damn papers. He act like he had any right to be mad. Dude was a trip. Sometimes I wondered how I ended up falling for someone as controlling as him.
"You know damn well that ain't my baby. I keep telling you I don't even talk to her anymore. You trying to be funny but you had some stranger around my kids. Leave them the fuck out of your new little bullshit. That shit ain't gone last. He gotta be a sucka ass dude to be in a relationship with someone else wife. Clown ass dude. You belong with me Shunshine."
I rolled my eyes to the back of my head as i ended the call. He wanted to talk about everything but signing them papers. They was delivered weeks ago. He was dragging this shit out. I was trying to keep the peace but he was making this difficult.
I was sitting in my back patio, enjoying the fall breeze. All i needed was a good book and some wine to complete my little peace of happiness. The kids was gone and I was enjoying the quietness.
My phone start ringing. I looked down at it and smiled when I saw Micheal name popped up.
"Hey babe." I said into the phone.
He didn't respond but I could hear a lot of noise in the background. I could hear him talking but it seem like he was far from the phone.
"Hello. Baby. Micheal. Hello. "
I said trying to get his attention. He still didn't respond. Maybe he butt dialed me. As soon as I was about to hang up the phone, I hear a woman voice. I strained to hear what was going on. I just know that I was hearing things.
"Micheal, I wanna get some to eat. You said I can get some to eat before we go back to your house." She said.
"I'm gone take you later. We need to go by the house first."
By this time, I was seething with anger. How dare he do this to me. I hung up the phone and called him back. No answer. I called him about three more times and still he didn't answer. I wanted to leave a voicemail but I knew i wasn't gonna be able to put into words how i was feeling.
I ran in the house and grabbed my keys. Somebody was gonna have to explain to me what the fuck was going on.
I ran almost every light trying to get to Micheal house. When I made it, his car was gone. The first thing I wanted to do was act a fool but I was past that point in my life. That was for little girls, I was a fully grown woman now. I waited in front for him for almost an hour. He still hadn't called me back. I tried one more time to call him. Still no damn answer. It went straight to voicemail. I sent him one message and ended everything. The message said "I hope she worth it playa. Because I'm done."
I turned off my phone and cried all the way home.
I went straight to the refrigerator to grab my wine. I needed to calm my nerves. I pulled out my phone, turned it on, and called Kita.
"Hey , girl what's up? I'm kind of in the middle of some." She answered the phone out of breath.
"Nothing, just call me back when you get time."
It was just my luck. She was somewhere being a slut when I need her And I really needed my best friend. I could call Jessica but I needed someone that thought like me. Jessica was all breathe and let it go. She was the good girl of the group. I love all my girls equally but Kita was most like me.I sat at my kitchen table and read all the messages from me and Micheal over the last couple months and my heart broke all over again. I really thought he was different. I could've dealed with Damien lying cheating ass if i was gone still be dealing with cheating.
I had a million thoughts running through my mind. I looked down at my glass and saw that i had finished the whole bottle. I went to grab another bottle.I hear my phone ding.
I ran to the phone, thinking it was Kita calling me back. It was Micheal. Now what did he want? After hours of waiting,now he wanna call. Whatever. I let it go to voicemail.
i sat there and watch him call and call my phone. After I wouldn't answer, he sent me a message. Telling me to call him back. I knew that eventually I was gone wanna give in and answer the phone. Just to hear his excuse.
Hw sends another text. saying Baby please answer the phone. I shook my head. There was nothing that he could say that explains having another women in his car heading to his house. I didn't wanna hear the lies. So I blocked his number for my peace of mind.
What can he have to say now? After all these hours, he wanna call with some made up excuse? It don't work like that.
I threw my hands in the air and walked upstairs to get ready for bed. I was starting to feel all that wine. Before it kick in, I wanted to be in my bed and under my covers.
I woke up the next morning with a headache. I could barely remember the night before. When the fog in my head finally cleared up, I remembered my night with Damien. I rolled over to the other side of the bed to make sure it wasn't some dream. Damien was turned towards me with his arm throwed across my body. He was still sleep and lightly snoring. I couldn't even lie. It felt good to have him here.Aza came in the room and climbed on the bed."Mommy, why is my daddy sleeping in your bed. I thought he had his own room now." She asked curiously."Aza come on let's go down stairs and watch Paw Patrol." I hurried and got her out the room . I want ready to answer that question . He'll I didn't know the answer myself.I decided to get up and fix breakfast. Me and Aza was the only two up in the house and it was peaceful. I love moments with my daughter. She was smart and much too curious.Shw helped me fixed br
It had been a three days since my last night with Micheal. I woke up the next morning and left him a note that I hope he have a happy life and cut off all communication. I even changed my number. I can't lie like I don't miss him but my heart was more important to me now. I could not afford to make the same mistakes again. Damien has been real supportive. He had been at the house more. It was Christmas Day Sunday so we decided we was gone spend the weekend at the house as a family.We was all in the living room putting the finishing touches on the Christmas tree. I was in a festive move. I love this time of year. The kids was all happy to have their dad their. He was running around the house acting like a little kid his self."Who wanna put the star on top of the tree this year?" I asked the kids."I think Aza should do it." Replied Damien. "She have never did it before. She was always too little."He reached down and put her on hi
I woke up this morning feel good. I got the kids ready for school and sent them on their way with their dad. It was his turn to drop them off. He tried to talk about the kiss the other night but it was already behind me.My phone had been pretty quiet lately. I guess Micheal had finally got the picture. I jumped in the shower and got dress. I stopped at Krispy Kreme because I was craving for one of their doughnuts. I always felt like i was cheating on my bakery when i ate their tasty creation. I couldn't help it. Ring. Ring.It was my phone again I looked at the screen it was Micheal. I had unblocked his number this morning. I had decided it was time that I gone end this once and for all. I was never gonna let another man hurt me again.I hit decline. Talking to him was gone happen later today. I'll give him a call after I ended my work day.I pulled up to the bake
Ring. Ring. Ring.I wake up to my phone ringing on the night stand. I hit the ignore button and tried to go back to sleep. I had a serious hangover. All i needed was a little more sleep to face the day.I guess after Micheal realize he was blocked, he started calling private. I had to give it to him, he was very persistent. I just wanted to clear my head before I talked to him.Ring. Ring.Uh. Not again. I picked the phone up without even looking at the screen to see who was calling."Please stop calling my damn phone." I said, thinking it was Micheal."Well damn. What the hell i did to you" asked Kita sounding all hurt."Girl, I thought you was Micheal cheating ass. He won't stop calling my phone. I can't even get no sleep"Kita paused for a minute, being all dramatic. "Well duh Guh. That's why they invented putting your phone on silent. To silence any unwanted attenti
"Damien, just sign the damn papers. What I do is none of your business.""Who is this dude that you had around my damn kids? I'm not signing shit. You belong to me. I thought If I gave you a little time that you would let me back in the house," he screamed in the phone.I was getting a headache. We had been arguing on the phone for the last hour. He was mad because the kids told him about us meeting Micheal at Incredible Pizza. I was so over his little temper tantrum."How is your other baby momma? You seem to forget about that situation. It's funny she finally stopped calling my phone as soon as I put your ass out."I really didn't care about her being pregnant anymore. That was his problem. My days of worrying about who and what he was doing was behind me. But he was pissing me off. Just sign the damn papers. He act like he had any right to be mad. Dude was a trip. Sometimes I wondered how I ended up falling for someone as contro
I had just left girl's night with the girls. It had been a minute. We all been so busy in our everyday lives, that we rarely had time to catch up. Kita and her man has broken up. That shocked me. He was always good to her. Hardworking man. He worshipped the ground she walked on. She said she needed some time to herself. I don't believe that for a minute. She was gone end up telling me sooner or later. My girl couldn't hold water.I was on my way to Micheal house. We had been going good. I was at his house every other day. He had even given me his spare key."Hey Baby." Micheal greeted me as i came through the door. I was fallen in love with this man. "Hey bae." I replied back. "What we doing tonight?""I was thinking about just staying in and cooking for you." He said ."That's fine with me."I loved a man that can cook. He was from the south so he could cook cook. His momma made s