All Chapters of Secret desire: Chapter 11 - Chapter 13

 Alexandra            Not even 24 hours had passed before I was drunk again. Did I manage to get over my hangover before Clarissa and Ethan gave me that first glass of wine? I should do something about myself or I will turn into some drunken skank. It's just that they both looked so happy together, like they were waiting to get in each other's hands all those years and finally they became one. And where was I in my life? Nowhere...alone. I was such a nerd, how did I became this...this party girl! I am well-educated, and I am working at a grocery store. That is crazy! I must get my shit together and change my life. I had enough time to get past that bad