All Chapters of Just Kidding : Chapter 21 - Chapter 30

♡    We walk down the almost silent halls in the hospital. Smells of medicine and sickness emit from each corner we stroll past. My eyes wander to Cooper's, the melancholy is clear from every step further we make towards his brother.

♡    Tuesday morning breakfast is of no interest to me. Possibly due to the fact that sleep is still not on my minds agenda or because grandma left late yesterday evening to visit an old friend out in San Francisco and now she's not around to cook delicious breakfast for us.

♡I pace around the room hour after hour. Does it help? No, but it gets me through the day. School lunch is almost out by now, so I won't be on my lonesome for much longer. I whisper to the walls that close me in my room, although they will never reveal my deepest secrets. Frankly, I believe these walls have gotten more than they've bargained for.

♡Being led up to Cooper's bedroom I think one of many things like:Why did I come? But the instant safety that has taken over what used to be fear is enough to tell me why.

♡     School ended at least thirty minutes ago and since I last texted Cooper I've been relaxing downstairs, watching cartoons with Millie and just waiting for him to arrive. I hide my face in the soft fabric of the pillows whenever I feel the need to cry which has been a lot since I've sat down just staring at the pictures moving on the t.v screen.