All Chapters of His Secrets: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

We reached home late from his aunt place even through we left just after aftari. We all were tired. I couldn't sleep well since that day. The realisation that I was in love hit me hard. It made me think question like, Did he even love me or was it just an attraction for him?I had so many question that were left unanswered. How did his mother die? Why there was this haunting look in those grey whenever his mother was mentioned? I could dig around and find something about it. It was my speciality and being in profession of law for two years gave me connections but him telling it all on his own way is what I wanted. It was right too. Wallah I was screwed.I was avoiding him since that day by excusing that I was busy. Technically I was because with the case that Zach dumped on me.Its has been week since my realization. I have missed two of the weekly scheduled dinner and

I was offering my fajar salat under the silvery glow of moonlight. It was the only shred of light in this eternal darkness of night.Things were never as simple as they looked. Feeling were very complicated. Hudhayfah proposed me. No, he actually just placed the ring on my finger without asking my opinion.Some women would be displeased with this act. I wasn't displeased. I was merely confused. I should be happy that the man I loved was now my fiance.When you love someone. You want them to reciprocate that feeling. You want them to love you back. This wish comes naturally with loving. I wanted the same but Hudhayfah never confessed that he loved me.Yes, He used to say that he feels something but that something could be anything. A mere attraction that could be easily quenched. While I would burning in his love. That fate could never be mine but once lost your heart. It could never be re

Today was the day I was getting married. I was sitting on the chair in front of mirror. It felt like yesterday was our nikkah. Days were passing so fast. There was a nervous ball moving in pit of my stomach. How would a married life treat me?A red long heavy worked maxi having bare back was adoring my figure. The red chiffon duppta which was also adorned with crystal and stones was set on my head. A crystal necklace with long earring and Bangles. Hairs in neat bun which was further decorated with white peonies. It all give the look of a traditional bride with a perfect makeup.My eyes fell to my mehndi adorned hands which also had his name written on it too, hidden in between  the beautiful intricate designs.Auntie Sara came in my room followed by my sister. I have been meeting relatives privately since getting ready. First came mother who blessed me with a dua.

My sleeping dream land disappeared in front of my eyes as the shrill tone buzzed in my ear. This tone which disturbed my sleep totally belonged to its owner who didn't care even a tiny bit about my sleep.I get to sleep late at night and then being awoken twice to satisfy my dear husband. I had little to no sleep. With my eyes still closed, I slapped lightly on Hud's arm which was wounded around my stomach."Janaan, wake up." The endearment easily passed my lips like I have been using it for years.He rubbed his eyes and kissed my forehead. I snuggled more in sheets and pillow. I was half asleep when I heard his angry voice."You can't handle something so trivial." His voice was of average volume but there was underlying anger."So what, Am I supposed to leave my wife here just because of your negligence." His voice was seething with anger."I will be the

The beep of alarm stirred me from my deep sleep. Opening my left eye, I pressed on the alarm very cautiously so to not wake Hud from his peaceful sleep. His head was lying on my chest with his good arm wounded around my waist. His warm breath blew over my cleavage. He had such a serene and boyish look on his face that made him look harmless. It was a complete contrast to his usual rough look.My fingers on their own found their way in his hair. I kept playing with them slowly and softly. A pur automatically left from his mouth as I played with his hair. He snuggled more into my bosom snuggling into them like a person did with their pillow. A smile easily tugged itself on my lips.My face inched downward to kiss his forehead then his eyes and both of cheeks and then his nose. At last I pecked his lips lightly.His hold tightened on me by a bit. My gaze fell to the injury on his arm. My fingers skimmed on it slowly. The thou