All Chapters of Tristeza (English): Chapter 11

ANVIAfter Jeniss got out of the clinic, I lied down on one of the beds to at least relax for how many minutes. It is already classes hours. I should be listening to the boring discussions of my professors rather than lying here and enduring these wounds I got from Kryzel. I should be listening to my bloc mates’ complains and nonsensical chatters. I prefer those than where I am now.I just wondered. What if I didn’t know Jof? What if I didn’t break up with Dernate? Will this still happen? Will Kryzel and I still be the best of friends? What if I never fell out of love? What if I didn’t let myself lay my eyes to someone else? Maybe everything will be just as okay as before. Yes, maybe that’s it, but I also won’t feel the happiness that I felt when I was with Jof. Maybe my life will be as boring as the times when I still don’t know him. I don’t regret meeting him, though. If it wasn’t for him, I can’t experience anything more joyful. I am still gratef