All Chapters of Help! I'm In Love - Journeys of Love, Life & Lessons: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

"I don't want it back. It's yours," he resented. "No, it's not. I'll hand it over to you tomorrow at the same time, same spot. Now, I need to leave since we are getting late for our class," I uttered and rushed away without even waiting for his reply. My friends followed me in bewilderment. They did not question me anything since they could sense, that I was not in a disposition to talk. I knew, I had to tell them everything but I needed some solitude currently. I told them everything, that evening and lied to them that I had no feelings left for Wang. The next morning, he was already waiting for me at the same location. I told my friends that I needed to meet him alone and they must continue moving towards the college. "Hi," he said sluggishly. He looked as if he had been weeping all night. I grew worried for him but did not wish to reveal it to him. "Here i

The current day… One month has advanced, since I had initiated writing this book. The wedding day is coming closer and the nervousness was escalating every day. Most of the things were on the verge of getting concluded. Regardless of everything, I was skeptical about this marriage. Mom and dad were really delighted at my decision. They really adored my fiancé and all the arrangements were being processed for a big fat Indian wedding. Every day I had second thoughts about tying the knot. Was I doing the right thing? My life had been a typical roller coaster, with plenty of ups and downs. Finally this marriage was supposed to yield some stability in my life. But, I was still terror-stricken of the past. What happened with me before might befall again. This conviction tormented me, every single day. Just then I heard a scratch on my room's door. My cute little "Scooby", a golden retriever sprinted inside and leaped on me. How much

Time flied and our final exams approached. I was eagerly waiting for the exams to conclude. Apart from the obvious reason, I was elevated, as my elder sister was getting married. I had appeared for the University Law exam and was pretty confident of, getting through. I was not in much talking terms with Wang. Regardless, he had every trivial update regarding my life. All credit to my friends, who apprised him regarding the masquerade party too. At last after much diligence, the exams were over and I packed my bags to depart for my home. The marriage was just two months away and I had a long list of pending work. The wedding date was just a perfect fit for me. I was finally done with my graduation and the law result was yet to arrive, after a month. I had invited all my friends and I was yet in a dilemma about inviting Wang. By the time I commuted to Guangzhou, I decided not to summon him. My sister, Amelia, the flawless

Month of April….. My life was all sorted out. I aced the law entrance and enrolled myself in the University College and hostel. Wang registered himself in an M.B.A college in Shenzen itself. Amelia was just fifteen minutes away from my college and my parents were about to shift here too in another five months. I could not have asked for more and I had planned to talk to my parents about Wang, shortly. My parents have had a love marriage and so did my sister. I was sanguine that my parents would approve of him too. Wang was soon going to join his father's business and as far as I recollect, he briefed that his father had something to do with diamonds. His consortium outspreaded all across the country and thus travelled a lot. Month of August….. I and Wang met every day for lunch. We would often go out together for dinners and parties. We joined the gym together and thus began meeting in

After four days, I was shifted back to my home, to my relief. I had a drain pipe attached to me, which removed the excessive fluid from my body. Precisely after 21 days, I had to undergo my first chemotherapy and my biopsy report was to arrive after another ten days. I had considerably tapered my duration of talking to Wang. "Why don't you call me?'' he asked me once puzzled. "I was a little busy," I said trying to sound very casual. "Are you hiding something from me?" He asked. "Off course not Wang," I lied. I was often tempted to tell him the truth, but I had numerous inhibitions. How will he take it? Will I be a liability to him? How long will I live? Thus, I always ended up not divulging him, anything. My biopsy report had arrived and Dr. Kuan, briefed us the report. "Yours is a triple negative form of cancer with