Lahat ng Kabanata ng Pinky Swear: Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 17

I used to think that maybe the reason why Ryan was so addicted to chocolates was that his eyes were brown. I didn’t know why but ever since then I’ve loved the color brown and chocolates too. I thought maybe it’s because whenever I looked into his eyes, I felt giddy and tingly all over.Looking into those beautiful set of brown eyes again, I remembered why I really did like them. It was because those eyes belonged to Ryan Adams, and also to make Ryan happy, you needed chocolates, and whenever he was, I was too.But ever since I left, he hadn't been happy with me. He was distant with me, and it was almost as if we didn’t even know each other anymore.But he was here, beside me now. And he talked to me! How was that possible? I stared at the beer in my hand, thinking; damn, this drink must be really strong.I shook my head and faced my front again.

I never was the type to quickly get angry. I mostly was in control of my emotions and tried to get along with people as nicely as possible. Jaxon used to tease me then of how he had never seen me get angry, no matter what anyone did to me. The truth was I do get angry, but I had never taken action in anger so that I wouldn’t regret it later. It was something my grandma had taught me.Friday night was the first time I had actually acted while angry, and to someone I actually liked. It made me feel...uncomfortable.

I felt extremely nervous entering through the double doors of the school dressed as I was.I had stared at my reflection in the mirror this morning and hadn’t even recognized myself. I hadn’t used to put so much effort into dressing up to school. I just go for casual clothing, which I usually feel comfortable in. But today, I had tried something different.I exhaled out, trying to gain som

Tonight had been a disaster. I hadn't get to enjoy my dinner with my date because Jenny wouldn’t let us be; Ryan glared at me all night from across the table; Trevor was pissed at the sight of Ryan and vice versa, and I didn’t even know why. I also didn’t get to kiss my date!So imagine how pissed off I was when I saw Ryan standing outside my bedroom door. He was still dressed in the same casual clothing he had on at the restaurant, and he still looked handsome as hell.“What are you doing here?” I managed to get out in a calm tone and not yell at him.“Your mum let me in,” He replied, though, that wasn’t what I had asked. “Won’t you invite me in first?” He asked with an eyebrow cocked upward. I didn’t want to be in the same room as him, but I wanted to also know why he was here.I stepped aside, and he walked in, past me slowly while