Lahat ng Kabanata ng Love the way I am: Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20

★★BELLA★★       I can't speak, I did wrong, I disobeyed... But how can he aim so perfectly?        "Why did you come in here?" He asked in a different tone.       "I didn't mean to, I came to deliver you meal, I called you but you- you didn't answer..."         He wiped his face and smiled like a psycho in his second personality "Oh..." He raised the gun up. "Don't be scared, this is fake. It's a toy".I don't buy that. Why would he be with a toy gun?      He stretched his hand  for the food. I gave It to him. As I walked out, I pulled the knife from the door and dropped it on the  shelf. Slowly withdrew my hand to leave...        "What is your name?" He asked calmly           "Bella. My name is Bella." I feel like crying for no reason. 

★★JAYDEN★★          I drove speedily back with my eyes almost closing all the time. I haven't slept the whole night, driving here.       Wow, the whole house is so clean, except my room. cheers to me, I got a new helper, plus she pays for her stay.    And who says I want to settle down? Pish...! I'll always be like this, a sick me.        I crashed on the bed, folded like a baby then slept...       ★★BELLA★★        I woke up to an empty house, he already left like a ghost. Keys were tied to my wrist, even though he asked me not to enter his room, he came in mine.     I had a quick bath and did all the chores, plates that looks like they haven't been washe

★★JAYDEN★★      I opened the running shower and forced her under the water "stay here, I didn't ask you to get so emotional and drink alcohol".    I let the water pour on her, I'm so good at taking care of people. After pouring her water, I drag her to the room...      "Bella, you wanna play a game?"      She covered her eyes, feeling shy "Yes..."        "Ok... then join your hands together" I nod my head as she did.         I collected a the curtain rope and wrap her handed together, covered her with a blanket so she doesn't feel cold. "Bella, count 1 to 400, if I come here and you're still awake, I'll bite you. Count now..." I say and closed the door.        My mom was still on... "Mom, pls, don't ask me about her...!"   &n

★★JAYDEN★★       I Woke up, how did I end up on my bed. I never know the road to my bed?     I opened the bathroom door and got in, picked a tissue to wipe blood from my nose while looking at the mirror... I haven't had a good look at myself for the past few days. I touched my cheek bone.        I'm so tired of living, this drug addiction turned me so into a monster and still, I can't do without it. When I think of stopping, I crave for more, my mother will be so sad when she finds out I do drugs. I wash my face with the running water and sighed... It's already so late.     Coming out from my room, I meet the freckles girl looking at me with a different expression. She stared at me like she wanted to use a dagger to tear through me.        I strode to the kitchen "don't you get tired weirdo?"  "Mr Richard, you do drugs?

★★JAYDEN★★       I wanted to be the bigger boss, he never care about me so I won't mind ruining him.  After I came back, I possessed new characters and habits. More worst than before.  My father hated me more, he never gave me anything... I was an outcast living in the family house, I decided that place was never for me, I left home, with my mother's support. She's still doing that till date.        Then I went under Wayne for a few months. He said he wanted to nuture me, I wasn't satisfied. I met a few guys before getting my aim.       I-   ⚜⚜⚜⚜⚜⚜⚜⚜⚜⚜⚜⚜⚜⚜⚜⚜⚜       "Mr Richard... Mr Richard?" I can hear her slow voice, almost forgetting the name 'Richard'       I opened my eyes slowly... How long did I hug her so tight?       She grinned "hehe...