All Chapters of The Love I Have Hoped For: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

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11 The Unusual Experience

The Unsual ExperienceHow did I become a VIP customer? And how did I have a VIP account? I wanted to ask the clerk these questions, but no words came out from my mouth. I need to calm down and think logically. I know she is just doing her job and it is not her fault why I am in this situation. I left the shop feeling blank. It seems like I'm floating, like my feet don't touch the ground. I never imagined myself to be in this situation, not even in my dreams.I reached my place not knowing how. I couldn't think clearly and as days pass by, I am more and more left in a very confusing situation. I tried to tell myself to let it go and just enjoy the experience. I dreamed of buying anything I want without using my money when I was young and now, I have experienced it so I should just be happy for it.Wait! I remember writing it down in my diary. I remember after college, I started writing entries in my diary. Starting working, I felt so alone, and

Last Updated : 2020-08-29

12 The Dream

"Do you trust me?" The man in a suit asked. I tried to look at his face, but it was too bright. I couldn't see how he looks like, but he is much taller than me, around 6 feet 3 to 5 inches. He was offering his right hand to me. It seems like he wants me to hold it."How can I trust you if I don't even know who you are? Why don't you show yourself to me?""In due time, darling, in due time. But you have to trust me now, okay?""I do trust you." I don't know why I said that. I normally don't trust someone easily unless I know that person well."Thank you, darling. I won't let you down. I will make sure you enjoy everything, and no one can hurt you again." He said with a smile.He came closer to me and held me in my waist. He was about to kiss my lips when I heard a loud noise. I tried to look at the direction where the noise is coming from. It is so bright. I opened my eyes slowly and I am back in the room where I was last night. So, it is not a drea

Last Updated : 2020-08-30

13 The Visitor

Did I put them in a bad situation? Did my Genie get mad at them because I didn’t stop by the restaurant? I felt a bit embarrassed with the message. It is not their fault that I decided to leave immediately from the hotel. I hope that doesn't put them in trouble. And the roses, should I ask him to send them to me? And how does he know my address? Did my Genie give all my details to the staff as well? I brushed off all the questions and started replying."You don't need to worry about it. I have food at home, and I didn't want it to get spoiled, so I decided to go home immediately. And about the roses, I think it is okay for you to display them in any part of the hotel. My place is quite small, and I am sure it cannot accommodate all the roses. Thank you, that was so sweet of you to send me a message."End of message.Actually, it was a lie that I had food at home. I just don't have the confidence to eat in a fine dining restaurant with my clothes. I will ma

Last Updated : 2020-08-30

14 The Offer

I was stunned and was just staring at the man in front of me. He looks short and in his early forties. He is wearing a black suit with a piece of equipment in his right ear which looks like a Bluetooth earphone. He was smiling with a bouquet of roses in hand. Is he my Genie?"My boss wants you to have this, Miss Myers." He handed me the bouquet. He is still smiling."Who is your boss?" I asked."He said you already know who he is. I should be going now Miss Myers. Have a nice day." Then he left, leaving me at awe.Everyone in the room was looking at me. After the man left, my colleagues started to gather around me."Wow! That's so romantic. Who is his boss? He looks very rich." Says one."I envy you. I wish someone will also send me even a single rose in here." Says one female colleague."This is the second time someone sent you flowers Jessica. You are so lucky. Is that the reason why you look different these days?" Says another.

Last Updated : 2020-08-31

15 The Missed Calls

Everyone was celebrating. You can hear cheers from all employees in the company. This is such a big accomplishment of Pines Advertising. This is the first time we got a deal from a big company, and not just a big company but Liberty Group which is one of the biggest and most famous in the country. Everyone is happy except me. I still can't believe that I am now leading a team that will handle the advertising campaigns of a big company. Just three weeks ago, I was an ordinary employee who was not so relevant in Pines Advertising. I only existed before to do the task assigned to me, follow rules and always acted as an assistant to my colleagues especially to Mr. Smith.After the visitors left, Mr. Smith came to my desk and forced a handshake. He is full of energy and looks very happy."It is all because of you, Jessica. Why didn't you tell me before that you know the CEO of Liberty Group? He is a mystery to everyone. We don't even know many things about him despite being

Last Updated : 2020-08-31

16 Getting Drunk

“He was calling me!” I shouted. Almost all passengers in the bus instantly looked in my direction but I pretended nothing happened. Why didn't I save his phone number last night? I lost the chance of talking to him, of listening to his voice and thanking him personally! I dialed his phone number right away, hoping he would pick it up."What's happening?" Annie asked. "You are making me worried. Did something happen?""The number is now unattended!" Did he turn it off? Did he get mad at me? I dialed his phone number again but I heard the same statement on the other line, "The number is now unattended."I can feel my heartbeat racing. I opened the message box right away and started typing. "Sorry, I wasn't able to answer your call. Please call me back once you read my message. I would be very happy to finally talk to you. Please call me."End of message."Are you okay? I am really worried now. Are your parents okay? Talk to me." Annie beg

Last Updated : 2020-08-31

17 The Package

I got my things and headed for the door. I have to leave here as soon as possible. I don’t want anyone to see me in here including Michael, the hotel staff. After I closed the door from outside, I realized I don't have the card key. How can I enter the room next time? Or will still there be next time? I stood in front of the room for a few minutes and tried to open the door again, but it is not lock. I got into the elevator and pressed one. I hope I won't see anyone in the lobby. I was looking at the floor numbers, hoping no one will press the elevator panel from outside. Luckily, I was able to reach the first floor without any delay. I got out immediately, almost running, headed to the exit and left the hotel. Even when I was already outside, I was still running. I was nervous the whole time, not only because I don't want to be seen or noticed by any hotel staff but also because of the embarrassing things I did last night which unfortunately I couldn't recall.I decide

Last Updated : 2020-08-31

18 Expect the Unexpected

I gathered all the candies and chocolates and put them in a jar. I will bring this to the office tomorrow. And the biscuits and cookies will be placed in my room. They will remind me that someone wants me to be happy always, someone out there, though I don't know him yet, wants me to feel special.He is in Thailand now. That explains why he doesn't answer my calls or my messages. He didn't ignore my calls on purpose. I hope he is not using roaming service so he couldn’t read my messages. He thought of me and the things that I like before he left.I can't stop giggling. I cannot say I already fell in love with him. I haven't seen him yet nor did I have a chance to talk to him, but I think I already like him. I already built an image of him in my head. He is in his late thirties, tall, has good skin and always wearing a smile. He has a very positive attitude and everyone around him is influenced by his optimism. I can't wait to see him.Friday. He will be ba

Last Updated : 2020-09-01

19 The Preparation

Why am I so unlucky this week? Losing an opportunity to talk to him once is acceptable but having it twice is already too much. I had waited for his message and call the whole day yesterday. I had a chance to meet him 3 hours ago and I spoiled that chance.I replied immediately. "Sorry, I just read your message. I was watching Netflix and I got hooked with the story. I really want to meet you but I know it's already too late."End of message.I'm sure he is already asleep. I feel so hopeless again. Why do I have to have this kind of feeling? I'm sure this night will be long. I would feel restless again tonight thinking and waiting for his reply.I went to the bathroom to wash my face. I need to calm myself down. I need to remind myself that worrying and feeling guilty wouldn't change anything and there is still the next day for us to meet. He is a busy man so every opportunity to meet him is important but I'm sure if he really wants to see me, he will spa

Last Updated : 2020-09-01

20 The Transformation

I was standing in front of the entrance door, wondering why I am here. I'm a bit nervous knowing that I will be meeting people who are strangers to me. I was about to grab the door handle when the door flung open. A guy, probably in his late 30s welcomed me."Miss Myers? Oh! We have been waiting for you. Please do come in." He said with a fixed smile on his face. Based on his actions and the way that he speaks, I can guess he is a gay.I followed him inside and being an introvert, I didn't say anything. I was half smiling and feeling uncomfortable.Inside the room are four other people, all of whom are women. They all look young to me. Probably the two are around 24 or 25 years old while the other two are in their late 20s. They are all smiling and stood up immediately once we came in."First things first. Let me introduce myself. My name is Philip but please call me Pia as everyone calls me. I would actually feel upset if you call me by my real name. And

Last Updated : 2020-09-01

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