All Chapters of Keenan Hilton's Chaos: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

"Sex is an act which is not possible in self- abasement, only in self-exultation, only on the confidence of being desired and being worthy of desire. It is an act that forces them to stand naked in spirit, as well as in body, and accept their real ego as their standard of value.~Ayn Rand"I'm so glad you're okay babe." he mumbles into my hair and hug me harder. There is so much comfort warm in his arm I chuckle happily, and hug him tightly as well "Me too Levi, me too." I reply, my hands rubbing his back slowly and he seems to relax even more at my touch. It's been under twenty four hours since we last saw each other and it already feels like forever and I don't want to lose it again. He let go of me and takes my lips into his and kisses me deeply and desperately, and I kiss back giving as much as I am receiving. I wrap my arms around his neck and pulling

"Sex is more than an act of pleasure, it’s the ability to be able to feel so close to a person, so connected, so comfortable that it’s almost breathtaking to the point you feel you can’t take it. And at this moment you’re a part of them."~Thom York It has been a week since we began living together, which mentally feels like it's more than a year already as the days past has been the longest I've been in, so long I'd say sixty two hours a day was more accurate. In the past week Keenan had taken it upon himself to make us anything but close. He's hired three maids, one of which is my personal helper and he said that like I was an invalid, two professional chefs, three gardeners two drivers and four security men. He never for once did he ask for my consent in everything he did, well at first I didn't want to give him any advice, but he didn't listen when I tried

"Though these words will never find you, I hope that you knew I was thinking of you today….. and that I was wishing you every happiness.Love Always,The girl you loved once.~Ranata Suzuki Once inside, I notice there are also notable men and women present and although Keenan is still yet to tell me why we are here, I hear small voices talking and putting two and two together, I know this might be an engagement party, not a special event like he made it seem like back at home. "Whose engagement party is this?" I ask Keenan who has been pulling me along with him everywhere since we entered five minutes ago like I'm his own personal toy. "Uh?" He raise a brow at me trying to pay the confusion part, but I know better which gets me even more pissed off. I roll my eyes and st

"Sex and beauty are inseparable, like life and consciousness. And the intelligence which goes with sex and beauty, and arises out of sex and beauty, is intuition."~D. H. Lawrence "Who's she Keenan?" I ask Keenan who look lost between the two women beside him. I don't need the answer, no I didn't want the answer because I already know who she is. This was why he threw me away yesterday, he wanted to sleep around with some other woman. My heart is breaking, but then again what did I even expect? He doesn't love me or even like me and I have given my heart already to him! Who does that? A pathetic loser. The woman although in a towel is a walking beauty and I think at this point she knows that. She's medium height and the towel does not hide her great curves. Her straight blonde hair reaching behind her back her eyes are al

“As I began to love myself I understood how much it can offend somebody if I try to force my desires on this person, even though I knew the time was not right and the person was not ready for it, and even though this person was me. Today I call it “RESPECT”.~Charlie Chaplin "Good morning princess." He greets politely. From what I can see on he, he only have his black Calvin Klein briefs and his black singlet on for covering. The rest part of his body are exposed to my eyes, his muscled arms and from his mid thigh down are exposed with thick muscles and long dark hair from his kneel downwards. "Morning." I reply feeling a little disconnected and suspicious all of a sudden, "What are you doing?" I step away from the door, but not going anywhere close to me. I tighten my hands around the white towel I have on, which barely covers much.&nbs