I escaped from the room and retired to the dormitory. I had to be alone. I ran back to my bed, sat with my back against the wall and took my knees in my arms and began to rock. When did it all end? I asked myself. Couldn't you just get used to having to kill at some point? Why did I care so much? The friends on my old team never had any problems with it, just me. I tried to calm down. I took a deep breath in and out, then lay down on my bed, concentrating on my breathing, in and out, in and out. " Come on Kahlyn" I heard Conny say "don't freak out again, you have to calm down." In and out. I silently called for John, he could always calm me down. Suddenly
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