Ya ilahi, I cannot believe that I'm getting married today. I wake up to the sound of the girls squealing. I open my eyes but lay back down on the bed. I feel my face getting wet and that is when I realized that I'm crying. I just miss my parents. I wish they could just come back, even if it's only for today. I snuggle into my pillow and cry made. Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un. Ihsan notices my crying and all of them come and start to console me but I just can't stop crying. We stay on the bed for thirty minutes, I was crying and they console me. Anty fateemah, my maternal aunt came in and told us to start getting ready. She hugs me and I cry in her warmth. It felt good. "Anty fateemah I miss mama and Baba, I miss them sooo much, I just wish they were here to witness this day, ya Allah". "Khadijah, we all miss them too and just pray for them, in shaa Allah that
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