All Chapters of INSPIRATIONAL THOUGHTS: Chapter 11 - Chapter 18

Maybe I just had no place in your life, I mean, I get it..., I'm the embodiment of a curse,  In the day, You cut me off and push me away, I was reminded that I'm just temporary, That I'm not a person meant to stay,  In moments such as these I recall why I desire to be alone,Because if I'm alone, No one can hurt me, No one can use me, And no one can gain my trust and then leave...?  P/N: I know it's short but I hope y'all can connect to it cause I did.See y'all in the next chapter   

Oh my God!, I screamed, I was panicking, I couldn't breathe, I stood up and started screaming, I screamed my lungs out for help but no one came through, I was sweating, The more I screamed, the more I loose my voice, Suddenly, the doors started closing up, The walls became closer, I screamed and screamed,Begging for help but it was to no avail... I was scared, My worst nightmare is coming true, I was choking, My fear was getting the best of me ,My subconscious found a way to creep itself in my head ,

My tears burn my face like hot fire,  Spilling like volcanic coals on my skin,  My heart bleeds at your cruelty,  At your cruel words,  That brings me to the brink of insanity,  Those words are constant vibrations in my eardrums,  The pain and agony,  Threatening to melt my heart,  You said words I dreaded,  You made me open my heart, And in it you emptied your hatred and anguish, With your clever use of words,  And loving embrace and jokes,  

People think life is just a game, Life isn't a game but a test.It simplifies new beginnings,Life can be given and can also be taken, Life is a gift and can also be a curse. Everyone in your life will hurt you sooner or later, It's for you to decide,Which is more important,The person or the pain. Life isn't a fantasy but a reality, We fight for those we love, And we stand up straight with our heads held up high,We believe in ourselves and we strive for our goals. Love your life,  because a time will come when many won't remember what you did. That is just a fact of life...A/N: I don't know what to say really..  Let me just start by apologizing to y'all for........ I wouldn't say abandoning but for not updating in a very long time..  I've been bus