Lonely, I'm so lonely. I have nobody. I'm on my own.... The lyrics of the song playing on the stereo captured my mood, exactly the way I felt. Lonely and restless. The same Bayo who promised to be there for me, is the same Bayo giving me attitude. I felt so stupid, I am to blame though, I gave him the chance to break down my wall of defense. And when I look back to how he received all my snubs and insults with equanimity before I gave in to him. I just call myself stupid. I thought he loved me as he earlier proclaimed, but I didn't realize I was being played, He just had a sweet mouth. I was deceived, I found out late, even though I still find it hard to accept and believe. I knew my Father has a role to play in him agreeing to marry me, I can't help but imagine what my father offered him, is it money? Or was he threatened? A little part of me wants to believe he married me for love.
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