All Chapters of It just felt right because it unnecessary drama: Chapter 11 - Chapter 18

Gosh, why do adults make a big deal out of everything in life? Apparently, Students static in each class was more important.Convincing the principal was hard, according to her, how could a child that smiles and has friends have depression?21st-century kids are more complex than you think principal-sama.Miranda was surprised at first, seeing me at her class but she somehow understood.We gossip about Mark, I told her things about Mark that I didn't tell her, she told me things About Mark that I didn't know. Lots had happened during those 2 years I was away.Mark scored the highest in the school for the streams exams. Not going to lie, he might be smart but he toxic who only know how to use sweet words to get his job done.It was not even 2 weeks yet I am in my new class and my previous classroom already has a new kid transfer in.A 180.5 cm, lanky, fair skin, sharp eyes like Obi and has a sharp jaw guy is the transfer student.

 I told Miranda I wouldn't say anything to Vlad and I meant it. Vlad, the devil in disguise, however, had other plans for it.It was October, the exams were for the semester and practically the remaining days at school was like a solo honeymoon trip. We were allowed to bring our smartphone to school. As long as we don't use it in front of the teachers and piss them up. Our phones were not confiscated. We were allowed to be absent and a termination letter would not be out for our names. We were allowed to hang out anywhere in school as long we didn't get ourselves kill or anybody killed.Life was on cloud nine. It was almost a month after the kiss incident. Life was going on its normal flow.Vlad decided to come and bug me to keep him occupied. Miranda was absent that day. I agreed to it. Vlad and I were alone in his class. Most of his classmates were absent. The girls who were present at school were in the library or the canteen, as for the fellas,

I look like I am attending a fucking funeral home. Dressed in a black hoodie and a black floral print hugging jeans. Even my undergarment is black today.Since my mum works as a medical officer, she barely at home, she mostly working 24/7 since she also decided to become a B.L.S (Basic life support) trainer after learning the course out of interest, she barely at home, hence my younger brother stays with my grandparents in my hometown which is in the North region of Malaysia likewise I stay in the South region of Malaysia attending school and my mother decided to stay in the heart of Malaysia, Kuala Lumpur. She comes and visits once a while and me being me, I don't get along with my mother, or anybody in my maternal relatives and during the holidays season, I do make my grandparents and brother visit me so I don't get lectured.I am visiting my art therapist today since my psychotherapist has given up on me. I have active depression and anxiety and I also show signs of h

It was Monday. Fuck, I thought it was just lust, but now I don't know what it is? Seeing the entwined hands of Miranda and Vlad did damage my mood, now that sight is driving me insane.Vlad text me, but me being me, I read his text, replied it, then blocked him and I deleted his number. I also wished him to spin a thousand times and die.@Miranda Beau(Vlad the bloody scum)Hey, you have every right to be fuck piss on me but catch a glimpse of it from my understanding. I wanted to hurt you because you were smiling ear to ear with them. Fuck, the sight of you smiling made my heart skip a beat and it got me hard. What was embarrassing for me was, Miranda saw me and teased me for it. Stating I have gone soft for you, indeed I have. We need to talk it out Ann, it drives me insane, Ann.My reply:Leave me alone, and you need to know this. I have issues and I don't want to get tangled up with you, I remember that I told you on Friday, "I like you" but now thin