Lahat ng Kabanata ng A battle with myself: Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 12

I woke up shortly after, still a little dizzy and disoriented so both my parents told me to go to bed. I did as they told me not because I was always supposed to listen to them but because honestly I could stand to be around them at the moment. I sat up in my room with only my thoughts. Trying to understand everything that had taken place. Thinking that maybe if I had asked for a big birthday party maybe just maybe I wouldn’t have found out today. But, then again would it have really made a difference which day I would have found out. I don’t think that would have made the pain any less than what I was feeling now. I mean how could my parents keep that from