All Chapters of Do I know him?: Chapter 11 - Chapter 17

I get a strange feeling at the thought that he could get my past out of me, but when he smiles at me goodbye, immediately push it aside.“That wasn't so bad to start with. I'll get Julian now and we'll remove the probe for you. ”Ann is happy and has already disappeared.I am tired, the day has really worked for me and it will probably not be any less exhausting in the near future. But it's for my own good, so that I can get back on my feet and build a new life for myself as long as my old one is buried somewhere in the depths of my twisted mind and isn't thinking of getting out.My heart beats slightly as Julian and Ann walk into my room with some medical supplies. That hurts? I'm scared of the pain, really scared. Where does this fear come from again? It can't be normal that I'm afraid of everything and everyone."Unfortunately I can't give you a sedative, because you have to tell us if you are in pain or if something feels strange.", Julian

With an effort to keep his anger in check, Julian leaves the room, but not without closing the door loudly behind him. Now that he's gone, I quickly regain control of my body.Without another word, Clear and Ann lift me to bed and then leave the room too. I'm alone and that's how I feel right now. I don't know much, but I know that I don't like two people arguing about me. Especially if they are the two most important people in my life right now.I can still clearly hear her words echo within me. Julian is worried about me and wants to rule out complications and consequential damage. Is it normal for a doctor to be so concerned about his patients? Shouldn't it be like that? What kind of complications or consequential damage does he mean? What else can I expect in this regard?Ann is mad at him because, as she says, he doesn't keep his professional distance. What is this distance? What else did she say? Hospital expenses. Julian pays for my hospital stay? Why sho

"Now get up slowly.", She demands after stepping next to me again and supporting me under one arm. I carefully push myself off the bed and straighten up. Immediately the dizziness returned and I swayed seriously."It will not work like that. You'll knock me over right here. ", Clear looks at me like a mother and pushes me back onto the bed.With three long strides she is at the door and calls out loudly in the corridor for Ann. Seconds later she is standing in the room with panicked eyes and looks at me. I try a crooked smile to show her that I'm fine, but again it fails."What's going on?" She asks Clear rushed."Emily would like to take a shower, but when she got up she almost flipped over and she's still very pale," she whispers, but I can understand her. Ann nods briefly to indicate that she has understood and then crouches in front of me with a concerned expression."What's happening? Do you have any complaints? ”, She now wants to know

After what feels like an eternity, I arrive in the bathroom and lean heavily on the sink. After I've gathered something, I look up and look at myself searchingly. Clear was right, my face got more color again.I concentrate more and more on my likeness and try to get some information from my brain. Lost in time, I sort of look through myself and am so lost in thought that I no longer even notice my surroundings. So I don't notice the tears start to run or there is a knock on the door."Emily." Someone whispers softly in my ear and I startle from my absence. I'm so scared that I lose my footing and stumble. If I hadn't had a strong arm around me, I would certainly have fallen.In the next moment I find myself across from Julian, he is holding me tight and just looking at me. Likewise, I look back and sink into his dark, warm eyes.We stand face to face for minutes without moving. My pulse is racing, but it doesn't feel like I'm panicking. I get warm and th