CORA PHILLIPS I couldn't get some sleep last night, not even a wink, I cried or tried to, because I couldn't even find the strength to cry, I was not strong enough to cry, only strong people cried.. only people cried, I was not a person, I was a monster, a terrible mistake, something that should not have happened.. I wished I could disappear forever, it would make Mom really happy, I was not sure about Dad anymore after what happened last night, but if it would make me happy if he hated me like mom did, if he didn't, then I will forever hate myself, I would not be able to live with myself. After deliberating on just stabbing myself to death, or waiting till they could not handle me anymore, and they kick me out or something, I decided to just exist, I only meant something to Cory, so just existing would make him happy, existing was the goal now, to just exist. I walked to the bathro
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