All Chapters of Follow Your Dreams: Chapter 11 - Chapter 19

Dropping my phone onto my lap, glancing at Luke with a small smile; "I have an appointment this afternoon at 4:15."Luke nods never taking his eyes off the road as he replies; "That's great baby, we'll let Mitchell know so we can leave early enough."Entering the building instantly searching for

Smiling to myself as Luke carries our son upstairs, I gather our dirty dishes to place in the dishwasher after rinsing; the dishwasher will be run in the morning after breakfast. Once I've finished I lock all the doors and windows and shut off the lights and then make my way upstairs to Tyler's bedroom where I can hear Luke and Tyler talking quietly."We can ask papa when he comes up, okay?" I hear Luke say as I enter Tyler's bedroom.

The baby's middle name is going to be Patrick; so his name will either be Tristan Patrick Carmichael or Thatcher Patrick Carmichael.Oh, also just as important; Tyler's birthday is in two weeks on April 7th and my oldest baby is going to be 3 years old and makes me sad yet happy at the same time! BTW (By The Way) there's another fundraiser this weekend that all of us are working despite Luke's protest and Tyler is coming with us as we are only traveling to Cheyenne, which is about a ten minute d

Once Julia's asleep on my chest on our bed, I allow myself to break down fully with not witnesses as my heart wrenching sobs and fleeting thoughts that I wish Liam all the happiness in the world; but I wish upon a star that it was us and not that other man who had children with Liam.Falling asleep tonight in bed with my female half, my female soul mate but we're missing our other soul mate; who is in the arms of another man and forever.

Once his arms are wrapped tightly around me; one around my waist and the other holding my head to his chest, my knees give out making him hold me upright against his body; "Everyone I love leaves me in some way and I'm scared the same will happen with the boys."Sshh, nothing like that is going to happen with the boys," he assures softly in my ear as he gently rocks us side to side.