All Chapters of FUCKED UP: Christian De Asis: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

 SINDY POV ISANG BUWAN na ang lumipas. Naging maayos naman ang lahat. Totoo nga ang sinabi ni Christian na halos hindi ko sya makikita. Bihira ito umuwi dahil sa trabaho. At pag nasa bahay naman ito ay laging nasa office nya.Gusto kong nang mag trabaho. Gusto kong hati kami ni Christian sa gagastusin sa pag aaral ulit ni Chris. Gusto ko syang eenroll sa tamang eskwelahan para sa kanya. I want to enhance his knowledge because I know my son is a genuis. Malaking halaga iyon. At alam kong kaya ni Christian tustusan ang pag aaral ng anak nila, but I want to have a share to Chris education. I already applied to all the hotels that are looking for a Hotel Manager. Marami nang tumawag sa kanya to confirm her application. Pero yung hinihintay nya ay wala pa ding reply. She decided to wait for if before she grabs another offer from another hotels "Hi

 Sindy POV I AM now working as a Hotel Manager in Allura Hotel. Its more like a five star hotel but the design in more like in Victorian Era. The hotel is near from the subdivision where Christian's house located. So hindi sya nahirapan. May kotse naman syang ginagamit. It's her car before. "Ma'am Sindy. Miss. Allura wants to talk to you." said the attendant. I smile, and nod. "Okay." Sagot ko. I use the elevator. Her office is in the 50th floor. Diba ang taas? The hallway is decorated with gold and shining. Nakakamayaman. Sosyal. I knock. "Come in!" sigaw nito mula sa loob. I enter and closed the door behind me. Nakita ko itong naka tutok sa Laptop. She's frowning. "You ask for me?" tanong ko. 

Sindy POV KATATAPOS lang ng shift ko. Nandito ako sa locker ngayon at nagbibihis. I put my wireless headset in my ear and call Chris. After three rings, Chris answered. "Hello mom? Are you going home? Dad is out." pagbabalita nito sa kanya. I roll my eyes. I know, son. But I did not say it. "How are you? How's Ruthy?" I ask. Changing the topic. I just wear short and backless sando. Pinatungan ko lang ng cardigan para di ako lamigin. I wear my sandals. Good to go. "Ang gagwapo nila no? Yiiieehh!" "Oo nga! Lalo na yung isa." Narinig nyang chismisan ng bagong pasok. Nang makita sya ng mga ito ay binati sya. "Goodevening po Ma'am Sindy.""Goodevening Ma'am." Ngumiti sya sa mga ito. "Hell

Sindy Pov I WAS left alone, crying. My heart aches because of pain that Christian inflicted. His words hits my heart and started asking myself. Kasalan ko ba? I know deep in my heart, I once think and blame Christian for everything that happened. The pain of losing a child and a husband. Then he's telling me that were not annulled? I want to believe in him. But I just can't. The pain is too much to bear. "Hatid ka na namin." napaangat ako ng tingin sa nagsalita. Then I saw the two best friends of Christian, standing. Looking at me with their handsome and seious faces. Inalalayan ako ni Pharaoh na makatayo. I don't have the strenght to do anything right now. I'm drained because of crying. He leads me to the car. Tumabi sa akin si Pharaoh sa back seat at pumwesto naman si Giddeon sa driver seat. Giddeon started driving. I saw him, looking at me at the rear view mirror.&nb

Chapter 20: Sindy POVSHE is staring at Christian who is peacefully sleeping beside her. Nakayakap ito ng mahigpit sa kanya at nakakulong ang katawan nya sa mga binti nito. Pinakatitigan nya ang asawa. Marami syang gustong itanong dito. Pero mas inisip nito ang kapakanan nya. Did he still love me?  Then I recall what he said, He haven't had a good night sleep. Hinawi nya ang buhok nitong tumabing sa mukha ng lalaki. Christian is still handsome as ever even though he grow some stabbles. Mas lalo atang lumakas ang s*x appeal nito. Then she trace his pointed nose. His lips is red. Parang pang babae ang mga labi nito dahil hugis puso iyon at mapula kahit walang lipstick. She was about to touch it with her hands, when someone grab it and stop her. Agad nanlaki ang mata nya ng makita ang mulat nitong mata. Nakakahiya! Nahuli sya nitong .. Arrghh! Napayuko sya dahil sa hiya. Baka isipin nitong pinag nanasaan ko sya. I was about to pu