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I walk down the spiral staircase to the living room and I find my mother there, waiting for me patiently. "Belle, are you ready?" She asks me and I cast her the 'what do you think?' look. I am very agitated right now. I am seventeen for fucks sake! She shouldn't be driving me to the hospital, it pisses the hell out of me. "Did you carry your phone?" I roll my eyes.This will be one hell of a boring ride, her constant questions always get to my nerves. I wish dad and Elsa were here to take me, at least, I can stand them. But it would be much better if they let me drive. I have my own car for fucks sake!But I am not a good driver though, I am

"It is for your own good, Belle," Dad tells me and I give him a dry forced laugh. We are in the family room and they have been trying to put some sense into me. We have been talking about this...or rather they have been talking about this for almost three hours.They seem pretty convinced that I will improve but I know perfectly well that it won't do me any good. I just hope things won't get worse than they already are. They made the decision already and they didn't include me, they practically forced me to accept. They enrolled me at States University last week and I will be starting my classes tomorrow. I don't know how this will end but a part of me is willing to take the risk. If I want to have a social life I got to learn how to relate with people. But I am partly pessimistic about the whole going to State University thing...