"Yes, please. This can't happen between us just yet," I plead, as he kisses on my neck. He moves back slightly to look into my eyes. "And tell me why not? I see that you are feeling good," he asks. I say, "Look, Luke. It's not that I don't. It's just that no matter what you say or think, I am still not right for you. And you know that." "Oh really? You make my decisions for me, now huh? That I don't want you because of how you think we don't deserve to be together? Alright then," he says, getting up and walking away from me.I look at him as he walks away. 'I really like him. I actually think I have fallen in love with him, but as usual, I'm just too afraid that I will be hurt again, or he won't really want me, or I'll hurt him,' I think to myself. I get up and go find him on his phone. "Yeah, Renee. We can meet tonight. I'm not doing anything important," he says to the person on the phone. 'Well, dang. I did deserve that, didn't I?' I think to myself. I place my hand on his
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