Novels by newann

Shit! No wonder I was really lazy to play soccer. I already said I didn't want to go crazy. But Rafli insisted on persecuting me instead. With weak steps, I was forced to follow him to the field. And because I was so lazy, I decided to go to the field wearing sandals.I saw several children gathered in the field. Ah, I counted for a moment, it turned out that there were only ten people. Five against five. Alright, with compulsion - even though my body doesn't feel very good - there's nothing wrong with me participating in this game. If I'm really tired, then it's easy, just stop right away.I went in and started playing on the field. My mood changed over time as the more I chased the ball, chased the falls and the goals I felt. Fun. Sweating can actually change your mood, huh? The impression of a sweaty guy looks tantalizing because their mood might turn out good. Eh?But the cave has been lazy from the start, bad luck manifested itself in front of me: the claw

I'm really confused today. The incident last night still made me confused and uncomfortable. Everything suddenly messed up in my brain. Universe, what shall I do today?This morning I went to class earlier. I'm lazy to eat. The incident all day yesterday was fatal for me personally. I felt as if I were being hit by repeated bullets, and I was hit badly. Until that ended my appetite decreased dramatically.Especially last night, after Arif kissed me, he said,"Rul, after this you may need to be even more prepared. I think there will be lots of guys who are eyeing you." Something was different this time. He doesn't use me and you anymore."Including you?""Yes, including me." There was absolutely no guilt in her voice. Suddenly horror ran through my body."Then what should I do?""Yes, just take care of your body. Don't get hit again."I'm angry at my anger. I really want to scold the devil in human form in front of me. Doesn't h

Someone grabbed my arm, then pointed it at something. He moved and rubbed slowly, until something got bigger. Like swelling.I still don't care. I'm quite tired from all the activities today. I just want to sleep well and forget everything. I'm really tired all day! It feels like my energy is being sucked in and completely exhausted by Arif, including the consequences of the sentence this afternoon. I'm sleepy. Universe ... Please tell them, don't have a single one to bother me!Then I felt the 'naughty' hand slowly moving towards my chest. Around that sensitive area, he continued to grope slowly. It's so calm. Me, who is sleeping well, starts to be disturbed. Who is it? My eyes slowly opened. And I immediately turned to the direction left, where the person with the arm came from. I squinted, trying to identify this person."Akhyar?" I asked softly because I didn't want to make a scene to the whole crowd. He smiled. Still - politely, I held his arm in silence. H

Tonight I am very nervous. Am I just playing dead? Or did you really die?Not bad if you die in a boarding school. God willing, martyrs, khusnul khotimah.After evening prayer, his dhikr routine took a long time. You can mutter the dhikr in the congregation with your voice raised for more than half an hour, guided by the priest. In the beginning, I was still excited about doing dhikr, because I thought I could memorize as well. But over time, sometimes I get bored. When you have memorized it, dhikr for half an hour and done every day in the same way can it be boring or not?But, I can't be like that. I have to be able to endure fatigue, so that I can be devoted to khotimah. InsyaAllah yes ...After that long dhikr, I immediately took my yellow book for sorogan. Tonight the study of the book of tizan, a book that discusses the science of monotheism. Tawhid is one of the most important sciences i

I'm really happy. To my relief, I finally had half an hour to be alone. I ran towards the roof of the Al-Fathah building, there was a large area where I could see the sunset or sunrise. Or maybe just being alone like me. I am happy to be alone here in the afternoon, because the children are usually busy taking baths at this time. I can take my time.I was silent, began to direct my gaze towards the sky. The atmosphere is very reassuring here. The trees also look earthy with their shadow to the ground. The leaves moved slowly along with the soothing evening breeze. I'm comfortable here. My front hair bangs up and down.I daydream for a while here. Reflecting on what I've experienced today with Arif. I swear that kid, really annoying. From morning till evening, he kept messing up my life. From dawn even! Even though the previous day, he had never acted recklessly like this. I can't be loved! It's like he's just playing with me. But how to relieve the nervousness whenever

The jaros rang again. That's a sign that today's lesson is over. I'm relieved. Ah, finally, I can breathe better after this. Literally, I don't need to be close to Arif right now. I have to find a place to hide, calm down and confide in. Fill in my diary again as usual.The general activities of the students here after school are praying asar, receiving punishment which will be announced by qismul i ‟lan or doing extracurricular activities. My extracurricular? Looks like scouts are the ones who are obliged, hehe. Because I don't really like sports. I think walking back and forth between Hammaam is also a sport. Anyways my body is thin So I don't need to be more tired with exercise.As usual, I tidied up the contents of my bag, and I entered the subject books last time to the cupboard. I'll take my bottle and drink first. I have to calm down before praying after almost all day long I've been bothered by Arif.Crazy man. Just tell him all day long, up to 10 mosaic