Early Day Attack

Someone grabbed my arm, then pointed it at something. He moved and rubbed slowly, until something got bigger. Like swelling.

I still don't care. I'm quite tired from all the activities today. I just want to sleep well and forget everything. I'm really tired all day! It feels like my energy is being sucked in and completely exhausted by Arif, including the consequences of the sentence this afternoon. I'm sleepy. Universe ... Please tell them, don't have a single one to bother me!

Then I felt the 'naughty' hand slowly moving towards my chest. Around that sensitive area, he continued to grope slowly. It's so calm. Me, who is sleeping well, starts to be disturbed. Who is it? My eyes slowly opened. And I immediately turned to the direction left, where the person with the arm came from. I squinted, trying to identify this person.

"Akhyar?" I asked softly because I didn't want to make a scene to the whole crowd. He smiled. Still - politely, I held his arm in silence. He stopped. I put his arm over his chest.

"What are you doing?" I still say quietly.

"I like you." God, please… "So?"

"Yes, I want to kiss your lips. Can you?"

"What's the relationship between kissing the lips?"

"Your lips are really sexy, Rul. I can't stand it." "And, why do I have to say yes

what do you want? You are nothing. Already ah, go to sleep, don't disturb me. I'm tired, Yar. "

Because this man Akhyar was on my left side, I immediately turned my body to the right. I'm not in the mood for swearing at people. The energy of my cursing has been used up for Arif all day.

Eh, by the way, where is Arif?

And when I turned around, I saw Arif sound asleep beside me. His chest heaved and fell in time with the small snoring sound he let out. I watched him for a moment. Without realizing it, I smiled and said to myself, thank you jaazilan, Rif. I know it's strange why I thanked Arif for coming. It's just that, for some reason, I feel calm because he's by my side. At least, I'm not alone tonight!

I also tried to sleep again while looking at Arif. So without realizing that tonight I was sleeping between two people who "wanted" me. Well, this is a surprise. Because I'm usually an acute loner. And my classmates know that, so they prefer to stay away from me. Yes, actually, I'm also grateful to be alone. I am more free. But life turns out to be like a roaller coaster, huh? Sometimes above, sometimes below. Sometimes screaming in great crowd, sometimes it's so quiet that you can't even make a sound. And this is where I am now. Suddenly there were people who approached me without me asking.

FYI (for your information), Akhyar is one of Qudama's children. He's really good at playing basketball. I am often amazed when I see her playing. Like a person who likes sports, his body seems to be in good shape. His face is thin. Even though his eyes are not as sharp as Arif's, he is also a group that has sharp eyes. He also belongs to a group that is famous among the Mar'ah. As for me, I don't know the facts on the ground. His height is a little below me. It's not that much different, because he's also tall for a boy. The difference is, he's tall because he likes playing basketball, while I'm tall because he likes to eat.

Seriously, this may sound like a joke to you, but in my growing up years, I always believed that if you want to be tall, just eat more. Because when I sleep, these foods according to my personal belief, will not turn into fat, but on the contrary, which is to slowly increase our height - ok, let's agree that this is my only theory which I have personally proven the truth to myself.

By the way ...

The explanation about Akhyar is like that first. My brain feels really heavy. I want to sleep again.

Unfortunately, that hand actually did a trick by groping my ass slowly. He traced it until it touched my waist. Then he hugged me from behind and I could feel him touching his 'anu' against my ass. He was playing around, rubbing his 'anu' slowly. I'm pissed off. My sleep is disturbed. I moved his hand. My consciousness is full again. I immediately looked at him again. We're dealing. I thought he would feel guilty with me glaring and giving me an angry look, but he just smiled. The devil's smile ...

"Isn't that good, Rul?"

"What the heck, Yar! I'm going to sleep. I'm tired. Don't bother me. Go back to where you came from. Fuck off!" I firmly kicked him out.

"Where?" Ask him innocently.

"Hell, maybe?" My answer is no less innocent.

Instead of stepping aside, he laughed. How happy he did because my guess was right!

"So what do you want?" Annoyed I asked. "I want to kiss you, Rul."

"Yar, listen to me. Seriously listen to me. You are one of the cool guys at the boarding school. Many people are angry with you. You can smell any of them when you're on vacation, you just have to choose. Free. All you want. So don't be abnormal like this. I feel sorry for you. " I insinuated him with a cool word. Hopefully he will remember his status as a pretty well-known guy in the cottage.

"But that later, I want it now."

Hmm, just answer that? Cape deh I said at length that he was this stubborn!

Since I was already aware enough, I began to pay attention to my surroundings. Afraid someone is overhearing or what? Uh, it turned out really quiet. The lights had been turned off for a long time. Dark night. Everyone fell asleep peacefully. But me? This one devil who likes his forehead disturbs my sleep comfort.

I was really annoyed, I felt like I wanted to wake up Prince Arif to cut this demon's head with his sword. Prince Arif? Yuck! Disgusted too. No, now I have to dare to fight this person alone.

"So, what do you want?" Ask me back. Stupid question, because I already know what the answer will be.

"I want to kiss your lips. That's all." "Are you brave?" Again tongue and

my brain is acting up. Guys like this would be ...

"Dare! I can do it."

"Ah, really?" I challenge ignorance. Playing with this guy seems interesting too.

"Seriously. I can do that to you. I mean it, Rul." Gaze at him. I keep my ego.

"But I want to sleep. I'm tired. If you dare, just do it. Don't say anything. That's also if you are brave!" Eh shit, my tongue even challenged it. Come to think of it, my tongue invites so much noise!

I didn't care about her answer and immediately chose to sleep again. Face Arif again.

"Oh yeah, before I forget, don't touch me again! I don't like it!" I went back again, glared at him, then I turned back to face Arif - shivering. I feel like I'm doing that, especially when he's just smiling.

I was again trying to close my eyes. There are no significant disturbances that I feel anymore. Until I fell asleep again. Sleep in absolute tranquility.

***

Flashback before bed.

So actually tonight, after I read the novel in a corner, I went back to hujroh with my eyes getting tired of holding back sleep. Incidentally, the jaros marking the time for the mudzakaroh to finish as well as the time to sleep, sounds loud. Ten o'clock in the evening. With slow steps, I walked from the base camp where I was hiding towards the direction of rain.

As usual, I immediately opened my cupboard and took my drinking bottle. I need water now. Yep, it's good to drink before bed

„Right? I also took a toothbrush and face wash, as well as ablution before going to sleep so that I can return to being pure from evil creatures. As I wish.

I also stepped into Hammaam and just as I was about to ride my hujroh stairs to go down, someone shouted ...

"Rul, intadziir! Hayya ma'an!" (Rul, wait! Come on together!) "Ilen?" I asked innocently.

(Short for ilainaa, meaning where.) "To Hammaam, right? Come on together!"

"What do you want Rif?" Ask me on our way to Hammaam.

"I want to take care of you. Who knows if someone suddenly kisses you on the lips, maybe?"

I was suddenly fascinated by the shredded message paper. Yes, yes. Who? Maybe Arif is a cretaceous bug who sends that unclear message by claiming to be a qudama child.

"So you sent the letter?" I finally asked, making sure.

"Huh? A letter? What letter?" He was confused, but there was innocence on his face. Indicates that he did not know about the letter.

"Ah no, forget it! Hayya, bissur'ah!

Qismul amni immediately reprimanded him ... "(Come on, hurry!)

We also accelerate our steps towards Hammaam. When I arrived at Hammaam, I immediately started my wish. I peed first and then I immediately brushed my teeth, washed my face while doing ablution. I forgot to bring a small towel, so I just wiped my face using my hands.

"Kholas?" Arif asked me after he also finished his business.

(Already?)

"Na'am. Hayya!" I said to him. We go back hand in hand towards hujroh.

"Rul, tonight I'm sleeping next to you huh ..."

"Eh, why? Are you serious about doing that?" I immediately thought of the crux of the reason he wanted to sleep beside me.

"You want?" His grin was mischievous.

"No, no! I just asked to make sure. Then why do you want to sleep next to me?"

"I just want to take care of you. And accompany you so that you don't sleep alone."

"Seriously, are you not going to do anything for me?" "Uh, not serious either. Who knows

from time to time my lust rises right? You can compensate, right, beb? "

"What the heck!" I was annoyed and hurried to leave him.

"But seriously Rul, I want to sleep next to you, okay?"

"Give up!" I answered firmly.

We too have returned to hujroh and he immediately moved towards the bed, after putting any toothbrush on his cupboard. Meanwhile, I first opened my wardrobe, put the things I had and locked my closet again.

Oh yes, FYI, if it's locked, you can still see its contents at a glance from above. Why? Because when we pull, there will be gaps that partially open from above. So the padlock only locks, but still leaves a gap. Somehow the wardrobe designs in this cottage are all like this.

This is also what causes someone - who knows who - it can send letters and enter 'letters' from that small gap.

I was just about to head towards the pile of mattresses looking for a mattress with my name on it, when Arif suddenly approached me.

"This is Rul, your mattress."

For a moment I felt flattered because there were people who wanted to pay attention to me this much. I never dreamed that anyone would do simple things like this to me. I smiled and said,

"Thank God."

"Ma'asy syukri." Answer him. (You're welcome)

"Come on, Rul, where do you want to sleep?" Ask him then.

"I'm as usual, more comfortable sleeping in front of my closet."

"Okay, I'm coming."

We also spread out our own mattress in front of my wardrobe. I am both happy and excited, because this is the first time during my time at the pesantren, I have a friend sleeping beside me.

Without talking too much, we immediately took a sleeping position. I'm not using a blanket this time, because I don't think I need it. Already there Arif„Right? I suddenly feel warm by myself. These thoughts had somehow gone wild. All of this is also based on what Arif previously said.

"If you feel cold, will you just hug me? No need to use a blanket." Oh, that's what he said before we went to sleep. I can only obey and just nod.

When the lights go out, we meet each other. "Rul, can you just be my boyfriend?" Ask him

back.

"Already ah, don't talk about it again, I'm tired.

I want to sleep huh. "

"Here, I hug." He stroked my head until I was completely asleep and lost consciousness. I don't know what happened after that. To....

***

My lips felt pressed by something. There was something else soft, which attacked my lips. I'm not fully aware yet, because I feel so sluggish. People are sleeping too,

„Right?

Then his guerrilla hands played with my nipples, without realizing it I said,

"Mmmhhh… mmmhhhh"

He keeps on kissing my lips. Press it. And trying to stick his tongue. His fingers continue to play with my nipples. When the hand began to move about touching my 'something', I gasped consciously. Be alert with all the possibilities. This is not a dream. I woke up and immediately pushed whoever was above me. After I found out who he was,

"Yar!" I'm so angry. "Why?"

"Yeah, what's up with you, doing things like that to me?"

"You said it yourself. If I dare, I'll just kiss you and don't have to say anything."

"And you take it seriously?" "Of course."

"Damn you!"

I immediately stood up and got up from my bed. I ran, unconsciously towards Hammaam. I myself don't know why I can just go. But I'm really sick of seeing Akhyar's face just now. She put on a face that didn't feel guilty at all.

Shortly, after I arrived at Hammaam, my tears came out. I don't know why I can be this whiny. But I just feel strange, because my position has been harassed at this time. And I don't like it!

Universe, what should I do?

I looked at my watch. One o'clock a little past. Early days. No one will come to Hammaam at this hour. Usually people will pray midnight at around three in the morning.

Is it fun to cry anymore - is it fun to cry? I heard that there were steps towards me. I wipe my tears quickly. It's possible that this step came from Akhyar's step, until I immediately shouted.

"Yar! What..." When I looked at the source of the voice, it turned out that it was not Akhyar, but Arif. 

"Rul, what are you doing here? Are you crying?" Asked he was surprised to see my eyes that may have turned red, swollen and there were tear marks on my cheeks.

He came over and rubbed my cheek. Cup. Without straightforwardly, he kissed my cheek again like he did at dawn yesterday.

I was immediately shocked and for some reason, I quickly felt calm again. As if sadness was torn away from me like yesterday's dawn.

"I heard. I know everything that happened to you." Arif smiled. Tetiba her smile was very scary when she said that.

"So? Can you just stop me? Did you say you want to take care of me?" Can not wait, I reveal the contents of my head. His statement really made me furious.

"At first, I wanted to free you from Akhyar. But I thought, you will like it too. He's one of the cool boys in the boarding school. When else do you get a kiss from the basketball team leader?"

"Crazy you Rif!" Instantly the anger within me bubbled up. I can't stop thinking about how the boys in this boarding school - although not all - are only concerned with lust. I also didn't think that Arif would just give me to another guy.

Because the way to exit the hammam is narrow, automatically I have to pass it and tilt it a little so that I can pass my body so I can get out of here. I chose to leave rather than having to deal with people like him.

But it's not Arif if he just frees me like that. He grabbed my arm before I actually leave. What else are you Rif? I'm sick of you!

"What else?" I asked stabbing at him. I'm really angry as angry as he is. Staring at him with a burning lust.

"Here, I erase and replace her kiss marks on your lips first."

Without waiting for my answer, he immediately pulled my head and crushed my lips deeply. I can't help it anymore, because the kiss he does is very soft and full of warmth. Right now I can only be stuck in place and accept.

Universe, I'm sorry to interrupt your rest, but what does this mean? Am I such a cheap guy because I get kissed here and there?

And the kiss deepens, gets warmer. Arif grabbed my body closer, tighter.