Novels by Mu_eedarh

“Haabibaaa haarunna” a deep and loud voice shouted from behind me.And all of a sudden I felt this blood rich through my veins, this peace calling my name, this wave of rage, and I stopped and turns back.“ habiba, habiba get down you full” an angry voice screened while dragging my skirt.I know this place it's a... it's my.... it's... me“ I am sorry, sorry " I shouted“Nooooo, no no no no, I don't, I don't”I was both scared and afraid but deep down I knew how this ends with me waking up and vibrating with my heart jumping out of me, with me being afraid.************“ habiba why are you screaming mom asked as she heats my ass as hard as ever“ Hmmmm um mom” still sleepy, I said as I was stretching my body's core.“Habiba why are you?” she looked worried, and she did not complete her statement.

"two girls were l reported dead yesterday of drug overdose, in the country's capital I don't know if you can go and check it out love" she sounded anxious, but still where does she get all this news from, I am curious."okay, where are their bodies" I am getting interested, but still mom lived in Lagos so how does she know about things that happen in abuja before I do"the police has lined the whole place and they will begin searching for their history and families tomorrow" she added"OK, let me know when you get more info, I will see what I can do to come with the news team" I assured as I was now the lead reporter and so I can do and undo, *nop I am just a mere reporter, cos you know what I have an over seer for a boss* like mine, you don't have any power.I went straight to the reporting section as I don't want any body to notice me today, I filled the form a

“Dear habiba if you want to know more about your past and who you are come to the shopping complex you and your mom just left now, I will be waiting for you, make sure you come alone, I said come alone, do not bring anyone with you, am I understood”*dumdum dum* yes that is the sound of the drum that was planted into my heart by this message, I can't believe that someone is offering to tell me something but what?, I don't think I am interested, it means someone has been following me the whole day, maybe my whole life, oh God I am scared, but the truth is I would like to know every thing about my past, but I don't want to go somewhere to meet someone that I don't know, I mean the person might be a reporter for all I know, the person might be a thief for all I know.*Habiba dummy* my subconsciousness said, I know we want to know about our past but don't you think, we can do better, I mean don't you think asking the people that you grew up with would h

Yes you know who came in my ugly, rude and lady boss, Mrs. Okafir, what the heck was she doing here.“What are you doing here?” I asked who the fuck does she think she is, what is she looking for in my house, why did she not call or wait for tom.“Honey what's it, can't I come to pay you a visit, you seem stressed out can I help you with anything I mean anything, why can't you understand that you work for me and I have something for you to do " she answered with a very heavy smile*bitch* get out of my house or I would have to get you out by myself, who does she think she is.“Come in_in” I instructed, she entered the room and sat down on my chair that was a one man's chair which two people could hardly squeeze in, if she was a man I would try to squeeze in with her, but she was a “she” and the way she was seated I don't think she is ready to share, which was okay as I would not have even if my job depended on it.

Yes you got it right I saw the nurse, she was standing there looking so innocent, so dumb, so stupid.I don't know why the hell dad is yelling at this bitch but she deserves it, *I think*Dad what's the matter? “ I pretended to care as I was already in the room.“Nothing, go to your room it's just work” he answered with a low and angry voice trying to sound calm.“What are you doing here?” He continued.“Nothing” I said as I started to move back slowly, *okay that was weird* who agrees“Dad take care” I added as I finally exited the room.Dear dad,What is your relationship with the name-calling nurse?, how do you know her?, am I supposed to be nice to her?, is she really a good person?, can I trust her?, does mom know about her?.Your lovely habi.&nbs

I slept very comfortable today which was very unusual as my bed was a one man's bed, I hardly sleep comfortably but today was nice and special, it's the beginning of a new dawn and I know it is.I woke up by 2:21am and I did laylatul fajir (the night prayer) I also prayed and read five pages of the holly Qur'an, I did this till it was 4:00am, I was now sleepy and tired, so I decided to go back to bed, which I did obviously.I woke up a bit late as it was now 5:29am, and I was late for prayer, I hurried and went to the Masjid as I had already performed ablution outside the compound of the house, I waited for the Adan to call the prayer and I also waited for the imam to start praying we finished praying by 5:57am and I decided to walk home so that I get a little nap before I begin my day, I walked fast to my home as I was trying to save more time for sleep, and so I reached my apartment by 6:00am I went directly into the bedroom, I sleep deep.

I woke up refreshed, as I had not slept the long in ages, I looked at the time and it was still 5:31am, I had roughly thirty minutes to prepare for morning prayer. I took my bath and got dressed it has been long since I bath before prayer, I wore a long caftan and went directly to the mosque, I managed to do ablution before the imam started praying, after he finished I walked home and lied back on my bed."Knock knock""Knock knock""Knock knock"She woke me up with her very loud voice and the irritating sounds she made from hitting the door with something that sounds like a key, I stood up because I could not bear this sound any longer, i was thankful to God as I managed to reach my destination *the door* without falling down, I opened the door as I yawned with sleep still in my eyes, I wiped my face with my hands but there where no good."Good morning ma""Good morning

I woke up refreshed, as I had not slept the long in ages, I looked at the time and it was still 5:31am, I had roughly thirty minutes to prepare for morning prayer. I took my bath and got dressed it has been long since I bath before prayer, I wore a long caftan and went directly to the mosque, I managed to do ablution before the imam started praying, after he finished I walked home and lied back on my bed."Knock knock""Knock knock""Knock knock"She woke me up with her very loud voice and the irritating sounds she made from hitting the door with something that sounds like a key, I stood up because I could not bear this sound any longer, i was thankful to God as I managed to reach my destination *the door* without falling down, I opened the door as I yawned with sleep still in my eyes, I wiped my face with my hands but there where no good."Good morning ma""Good morning

I woke up refreshed, as I had not slept the long in ages, I looked at the time and it was still 5:31am, I had roughly thirty minutes to prepare for morning prayer. I took my bath and got dressed it has been long since I bath before prayer, I wore a long caftan and went directly to the mosque, I managed to do ablution before the imam started praying, after he finished I walked home and lied back on my bed."Knock knock""Knock knock""Knock knock"She woke me up with her very loud voice and the irritating sounds she made from hitting the door with something that sounds like a key, I stood up because I could not bear this sound any longer, i was thankful to God as I managed to reach my destination *the door* without falling down, I opened the door as I yawned with sleep still in my eyes, I wiped my face with my hands but there where no good."Good morning ma""Good morning

Yes I saw dad talking Yusuf, and yusuf was a tall funny, and not so ugly man with a broad shoulder and a very nice statue, come to think of it he was "fugly" is that even a word habiba, I laughed with every bit of laughter I had as if I was gonna die or I was competing for a laughing challenge which I would have won cos my mouth was wildly opened as a temporary zoo for flies and insects had it been we had in our house, it could have been their resting place."Are you okay" dad caught me laughing to my selfBusted you bitch, dad please just act as if its normal for me to see you talking to some one by 6:30am in the morning, wait habiba is that abnormal?"Yes D" yes!, D for short"Habi, get me a cooking knife from the kitchen""Yes sir, yes sir three bags full,One for my mother,One for my D,One for the little girl,who lives inside of me" I sang jokingly to my da

I woke up by 5:43am this morning as i was already late for prayer, I hurried to the mosque and prayed before returning back to my sleep."Tood mourting ta" I heard the voice of my little baby sister zainab"Hey, how are you""Taine"she was only two" where is your mom"as if she was not my mom"daday, Dada, Dada,"she said repeatedly as she opened her hands, signifying a huge" my baby how are you?""Tine" she replied while playing with my singlet"Mama" she was pointing my kitchen"Okay"I carried her as I went straight to the kitchen, I saw mom there and she was preparing breakfast."Salam" she greeted"Walaykumusalam""Baby how are you?""Mom I have seen better and worst days, but allahamdullilah""Soooooo"

"Haabibaaa haarunna" a deep and loud voice shouted from behind." habiba, habiba get down you full" an angry voice screened while dragging my skirt. " I am sorry, sorry " I shouted "Nooooo, no no no no, I don't, I don't".************" habiba why are you screaming " mom asked as she heats my ass as hard as ever " hmmmm um" still sleepy "habiba why are you?" she looked worried "mom where are we?" Looking stressed I asked "my room!" she replied with a smirk "habiba how was your night?" She seemed to care "fine ma" I answered with a low voice "what's the time?" I added "7:30am" this time she was looking at the wall clock in her room " what?" I need to go and pray, nop may be till tomorrow I said to my selfYa ALLAH,please forgive me my sins, I know I am not a perfect Muslim but ease make me one, please help me to start praying ever day I need it I need to be prayer full, I want to be close to you, you are the only one I worship and you a