FINDING MY PAST

"Woowoooo, wooooowoooo, wooooowoooo,"The sound of the srien of the police as they came in to pick me up.“Hello?......... Hello?......... Hello?”The police men shouts at an innocent girl who lies on the floor *shit* that innocent girl is me. I was lying down on the floor beaten nearly to death I could not move a muscle.“There is a girl, and she needs help bring in the ambulance. “He shouted at his telephone.“What in the hell happened?” She was asking as if I had a clue.A female police officer said while bringing in a stretcher which they took me in.**********Well that was two weeks ago and obviously I fell so much better, no not really but if better is I am not dead and still in one piece and I fell a bit at home then yes, you can call me better.“Hello?”“Can you hear me?”“I said can

“Good morning ma, will you like me to get you anything” a maid which was standing outside asked  This was the annoying sound that woke me up from heaven knows where? Bit I do *hell* “ No, nothing" I answered with a lovely smile which could warm up the earth "but ma, madam and sir will not be happy with me if you don't take your drugs soon” she muttered  “I will be downstairs in a sec” I replied. The time was only eight and I just woke I still have not yet prayed to God, so I had to go to the bathroom in my room to bathe and perform ablution it was a hell of a walk I took, I was leaping as my both goth still hurt but luckily for me, I could walk even if I was supporting my self with crutches, after bathing I took out my prayer mat and kept it beside my bed and I started to pray.  After a w

Yes you got it right I saw the nurse, she was standing there looking so innocent, so dumb, so stupid. I don't know why the hell dad is yelling at this bitch but she deserves it, *I think* Dad what's the matter? “ I pretended to care as I was already in the room. “Nothing, go to your room it's just work” he answered with a low and angry voice trying to sound calm. “What are you doing here?” He continued. “Nothing” I said as I started to move back slowly, *okay that was weird* who agrees “Dad take care” I added as I finally exited the room. Dear dad, What is your relationship with the name-calling nurse?, how do you know her?, am I supposed to be nice to her?, is she really a good person?, can I trust her?, does mom know about her?. Your lovely habi.&nbs

“Dear habiba if you want to know more about your past and who you are come to the shopping complex you and your mom just left now, I will be waiting for you, make sure you come alone, I said come alone, do not bring anyone with you, am I understood”*dumdum dum* yes that is the sound of the drum that was planted into my heart by this message, I can't believe that someone is offering to tell me something but what?, I don't think I am interested, it means someone has been following me the whole day, maybe my whole life, oh God I am scared, but the truth is I would like to know every thing about my past, but I don't want to go somewhere to meet someone that I don't know, I mean the person might be a reporter for all I know, the person might be a thief for all I know.*Habiba dummy* my subconsciousness said, I know we want to know about our past but don't you think, we can do better, I mean don't you think asking the people that you grew up with would h

“Haabibaaa haarunna” a deep and loud voice shouted from behind me.And all of a sudden I felt this blood rich through my veins, this peace calling my name, this wave of rage, and I stopped and turns back.“ habiba, habiba get down you full” an angry voice screened while dragging my skirt.I know this place it's a... it's my.... it's... me“ I am sorry, sorry " I shouted“Nooooo, no no no no, I don't, I don't”I was both scared and afraid but deep down I knew how this ends with me waking up and vibrating with my heart jumping out of me, with me being afraid.************“ habiba why are you screaming mom asked as she heats my ass as hard as ever “ Hmmmm um mom” still sleepy, I said as I was stretching my body's core.“Habiba why are you?” she looked worried, and she did not complete her statement.